WARNING

NOT EVERYTHING THAT

CALLS ITSELF ORTHODOX IS

TRULY ORTHODOX


The above warning was given to me when I first met Orthodoxy in 1986. Today [2009] it is even more perilous, even more difficult to find the Royal Path. For one thing there is a far greater abundance of misinformation. And many materials are missing, and other materials are being rapidly rewritten. For another thing there are fewer than ever guides remaining on the Royal Path, especially who speak English. Hopefully this website will be a place where Newcomers to the Faith can keep at least one foot on solid ground, while they are "exploring."


blog owner: Joanna Higginbotham

joannahigginbotham@gmail.com

jurisdiction: ROCA under Vladyka Agafangel

who did not submit to the RocorMP union in 2007

DISCLAIMER



How should Orthodox Laymen dress?


St. Philaret stressed modesty.  In his times [the 1960's] immodest dress became popular [mini-skirts] along with immodest behaviors.  
http://blessedphilaret.blogspot.com/2012/08/sermon-modesty-and-will.html


Modesty is still the norm and the aim for us, both in church and out of church.  In church women should wear a head-covering, long skirt, and shirt with sleeves.  Men should wear long pants and shirt with sleeves, and men do not wear hats in church.  Long sleeves are ideal, but not always worn by everyone in hot churches.  Usually people wear shoes in church, but some churches shoes are left on the porch.  Do whatever everyone else is doing.  We want to dress to blend in and not to be a distraction. 

Both inside and outside church all black attire is reserved for clergy and monastics.  A woman can add a colored scarf or belt to a black dress, a man can add a colored tie to a black shirt & pants outfit.

We never wear crosses as jewelry.  Only our baptismal cross is worn, and it is kept inside the shirt.

Laymen must never dress in such a way that they could be mistaken for clergy or a Reader..

Hair and beards should also be neat, modest, simple.   Only clergy can get away with full unkempt beards, [except for Old Believers].   Men should not use their hair as an adornment, this is a shame to them.  [St. Paul, I Cor.]  Women's hair styles should be simple. 

St. John of S&SF disliked make-up on women.  He would have them wipe off lipstick before communing them.  Likewise, women wearing lipstick should not kiss icons.


Here is a rather long non-expert string of Orthodox opinion/discussion on the subject:

Our Creed Is From Heaven

The earliest appearance of St. John the Theologian, after his death, took place in the III century, in the life of St. Gregory the Wonderworker of Neocaesarea.

At that time the heresy of Sabellius and Paul the Samosata had begun to spread.  St. Gregory was in doubt concerning it and ardently prayed to God and to the Mother of God to reveal to him the true faith.  One night while he was praying for this especially ardently, the Most Pure Virgin Mary appeared to him, radiant as the sun, with John the Theologian, who was garbed in episcopal vestments.  Pointing to Gregory, the Most Pure One ordered John the Theologian to teach him how the mystery of the Holy trinity ought to be confessed.

By the command of the Mother of God, in a short period of time, St. Gregory was taught by St. John the Theologian the great mysteries of God and drew from the inexhaustible depth of the wisdom of divine knowledge.
After this vision, St. Gregory recorded with his hand the words spoken to him by St. John the Theologian, and this record was preserved in the Chrch of Neocaesarea during the course of many years.

St. Gregory, Bishop of Nyssa, having related the miraculous origin of this Symbol of Faith, added, "If anyone wishes to be convinced of this, let him hear the Church in which he (St. Gregory of Neocaesarea) preached and in which until now is preserved the original copy, written by the blessed hand."

Blessed Macrina, grandmother of Basil the great and Gregory of Nyssa, having listened to the Wonderworker himself, brought his Symbol to Cappadocia and taught her grandchildren according to it, Basil the Great included in that number.

Gregory the Theologian was also guided by this Symbol.  Rufinus the Presbyter included it in his translation of the Church History of Eusebius of Caesarea.  The Fifth Ecumenical Council (523 A.D.) approved it.

The Symbol of Gregory, Bishop of Neocaesarea, Wonderworker, is one of the most precious monuments of the past.  It is not lengthy, but contains the exact teaching on the Three Hypostases of the Godhead, on Their consubstantiality, Hypostatic qualities and actions in relation to man, and is thus fully worthy of close study.

The Symbol of Faith is called the Symbol of St. Gregory of Neocaesarea, but since Holy Tradition points out that it was written by St. Gregory through the direction of St. John the Theologian, this Symbol can also be given another name, namely the Symbol of Faith of St. John the Theologian.


Note: This excerpt is from an article that originally appeared in Russian in Heavenly Bread (1940, No. 5), a publication of the Kazan-Mother of God Monastery in Harbin China.  The full article, "Miraculous Appearances of St. John", can be found in English in Orthodox Life magazine 1970 #3.

Humanism

Humanism and Christianity
A 1984 United Methodist adult Sunday school classroom study program

Steve Hallman. "Christianity and Humanism: A Study in Contrasts."
A special 24-page insert in the March 1991 issue of the American Family Association Journal. Available as a 24-page reprint from the American Family Association, Post Office Drawer 2440, Tupelo, Mississippi 38803. Topics covered include the background and growth of Humanism, ethics, doctrine of man, human sexuality, law and government, and the Christian response.  http://www.ewtn.com/library/PROLENC/ENCYC036.HTM

This is written from a heterodox point of view, yet it is still presents a clear and excellent understanding of humanism.


   24 pages
Introduction
Ch. 1 Background and Growth of Humanism
Ch. 2 Ethics
Ch. 3 Doctrine of Man
Ch. 4 Human Sexuality
Ch. 5 Law and Government
Ch. 6 Christian Response
Notes

St. James of Kyros


The Life of St. James of Kyros in Syria 

Whose memory we celebrate on February 6


James, our holy father and ascetic, hailed from the parts of Kyros.  His life was written down by the erudite Bishop Theodoretus of Kyros, who recorded many biographies of the saints and martyrs.  One of the wonderful lives he wrote is that of St. James, with whom Theodoretus spoke many times and even witnessed some of the saint's extraordinary accomplishments.  In this concise eyewitness style, he recorded the saint's life.

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Since we have written down the various deeds and virtues of many saints, together with their feats and supreme accomplishments, let us speak about those who, still in life, strive to surpass others and imitate the angels, though they are still in the flesh.  Such is the exceptional and renowned James, whom not only I, but many others, have had the good fortune of seeing; these can attest that I write nothing beyond the truth, but rather, less.  For all virtuous servants of God conceal their virtues as much as possible, in order to avoid human admiration.

The present James, the stouthearted one, surpassed even the ancient fathers in asceticism, for each one abhorred each and every bodily comfort and did not wish to partake here of any type of pleasure.  He had no form of shelter: neither a house, a hut, nor a cave.  He went through his entire life without a roof over his head, having the heavens as a shelter, and thus, enduring all the violent winds and the heat of the sun, as well as the rains and snow.  He persevered in all these things as if he struggled with a body other than his own and strove by a willingness to overcome the nature of the body.

At first when he went apart, he enclosed himself in a very small hut, thus freeing his soul from all exterior noise and confusion; he affixed his mind in remembrance of God and meditated on His statutes.  After he had been enclosed like this for a while, he became inured to these afflictions and sufferings and dared to attempt even greater hardships.

To this end, he ascended an unnoticed and obscure mountain about 3.4 miles from Kyros; he made it famous and majestic.  This mountain received so much blessing from God because of the saint, that people take its soil to benefit body and soul.  On that mountain, strove the superb James, having, as I wrote earlier, neither a cell, a tent, a hut, nor any other form of shelter.  Whether he prayed, sat, rested, or stood, whether healthy or sick, he was always without a roof over his head.  Wherefore, from these extreme hardships, he fell ill and lay there in dire pain.

When I learned this, I went to visit him as a friend, for I knew him.  It is now fourteen years since, but it was summer then; the sun was hot, for there was no breeze at all.  His illness was a diseased gall bladder.  As I saw his extreme suffering and endurance, I was astonished.  Even then, while the fever of his illness tormented him within and the unbearable heat of the sun burned him without, he was totally exposed to the elements; he would not permit us to build him a small hut.  Meanwhile, a vast multitude of people gathered to take his relics away in the event that he reposed.

When I observed his condition worsening, I tried a certain strategem to bring him a little comfort and said to him:

"I would like to remain here as a member of your brotherhood, but I cannot endure the burning of the sun, and my head is aching.  So, if you permit me, I will build a small hut to cover myself."

Then he ordered certain people to stick canes and reeds into the earth and cover the top with thin planks.  He bade me go underneath the shade of that hut so the sun would not burn me, but I said to him:

"I am ashamed to have comfort, since I am in good health and younger than yourself, and you, who are ill and my senior, burn in the sun.  Therefore if you wish my company, come under the shade with me."

Then he consented to this and came under the cover.  After we had conversed over various matters, I put my hand on his back and noticed that he wore heavy chains against his flesh.  He wore one chain about his waist as a belt, two others crosswise in front and back, and others on his arms and neck.  I begged him to take these off saying;

"O venerable Father, the fever of the illness within you is sufficient; therefore, do not torment your body without.  When the illness has passed, do as you wish."

So as not to appear disobedient, the all-wise one condescended also to this. Within a few days he recovered, but later he became ill again.

This time it was worse than before.  A great multitude gathered again, not only from the villages, but also from the city, in the event that he repose.  A violent quarrel developed  between city folk and the rural population over who would take possession of his relic.  After a while, he was quietly placed on a wooden bed and brought to the city.  Of this, he knew nothing, for he felt nothing.  He was placed in the Church of the Prophet Elias.

After three days, he regained consciousness, and asking where he was, James became scandalized when he realized that he had been taken from the mountain.  He ordered those standing by to take him back to his place of solitude, and they obeyed so that he would not grieve.  After they carried him there, they cooked a little porridge for him to eat and gain strength.  But he did not wish to break his rule and eat cooked food (for he never ate anything roasted or cooked), so that it was only with difficulty that they made him eat.

His patience was such that many times when it snowed, he would pray continually for three days, face down, totally buried in the snow so that people had to dig him out with shovels.  For all these pains, he was made worthy of divine grace to do various miracles.  He cured many sick people and drove out demons.  The wondrous one even resurrected the dead, such as the young boy who was known to the country folk.

The boy's parents lived here in the suburb of the city.  They had given birth to many children, but these all died, either in infancy or at a very young age.  When they gave birth to their last child, they hastened to the saint and besought him to pray and to make the child live for many years, and they would dedicate the child to God, as was proper.  But when the boy reached his fourth year, he died.  The father was not home at the time of death, but when he returned and saw his son's body lying on a bed, about to be taken tot he grave, he lifted the body from the bier, ran to the saint, and laid it at his feet, the father saying that he did not wish to lie to God; having made a vow, he brought the boy to God, even though dead.

The saint then fell on his knees and prayed, entreating God to raise the child, for He is all-mighty.  Towards evening, he heard the child shouting, and the saint arose, glorifying the beneficent God Who had hearkened to his prayer and had resurrected the boy.  I myself witnessed this miracle with my own eyes, and wrote it down for the benefit of all.

* * *

Hearken now and you shall hear about certain other of the thrice-blessed one's accomplishments, as he himself narrated them to me.  He said:

1When I left the world and came to the desert to be a monk, I saw a gigantic Ethiopian, who spewed fire from his eyes.  I was so frightened every time I saw him that I would stop eating and begin to pray, for he usually appeared at the ninth hour, when I ate.  Thus I stayed for ten days without eating at all.  At last, I scorned his wicked acts and began to eat.  He approached me with a staff and tried to strike me, but I said to him:

"If you have authority from God to kill me, I am ready.  If not, why do you toil in vain, O powerless one?"  After hearing this, he disappeared.  But again he attempted to oust me from here in a different manner.

Many times he assumed my appearance.  He would take the water that my novice was bringing to me and would send him back.  Then later he would spill the water out.  Meanwhile, fifteen days passed, and I suffered from thirst.  So I asked the novice why he did not bring me water, and he said that I met him on the way and removed the earthen jug from his shoulders.  Then I ordered him not to give me the water jug until he brought it here to its place.

When the demon saw that this attempt was also in vain, he tried another one.  He threatened me saying, "I will give you such a foul smell that no one at all will be able to approach you because of it."

I answered him in turn that he would then do me a benevolent act, for if no one approached me, I would be more able to concentrate on divine things.

2A few days later, I saw two women coming toward me.  At first I was scandalized, so I cast rocks at them to make them leave.  But then I remembered that it was the devil, so I said a prayer and the woman disappeared.

3At another time, the demon was transformed into a jovial young boy with adorned, golden hair.  He flattered me with gestures and tempted me with unimaginable cajolery.  Therefore I was angered, and ordered him to disappear from the face of God, and not to tempt His servants.  He left, not bearing to hear the divine name.


* * *

The demons tried many other schemes against the saint, but I will not mention them, for the sake of brevity, that i may write about a certain benefaction God bestowed upon me through the prayers of His holy servant.  For it would be a sin, and I would be ungrateful, if I did not mention this help that he gave me.

Here in the vicinity of Kyros, the abominable Marcion [1]   sowed many thorns of his impiety, which I, as bishop of the city, tried to pull out, without multiplying this infamous heresy.  Some who were deeply entrenched in that heresy used sorcery and satanic traps in their war against me.  One night, I heard a voice, and the devil said to me in the Syrian dialect:

"O Theodoretus, why do you oppose Marcion?  He never did any harm to you.  Put an end to the hostility and dissolve the strife.  Otherwise, you will certainly repent later, to no avail.  I would have destroyed you long ago, if you did not have the aid and protection of James."

After I heard this, I asked one with whom I was acquainted and who was asleep next to me at the time, if he had heard all this.  He said he did.  So we arose and looked about, but saw no one.  Then I knew the meaning of what was said,  I was wearing then the old cowl of the great James, and it was stronger than diamond or the mightiest helmet; that is why the demons feared me.  I sent an appeal to the saint to make entreaty to the Lord in my behalf, so that the attempts of the evil one would not harm me.  He replied:

"Do not worry, my friend, for all those schemes have been disbanded, as if they were a spider's web, as our Lord revealed to me this night.  For when I began to sing hymns, I observed a gigantic and fearsome serpent coming out of the villages, those that are inhabited by the heretics, and it was running from west to east.  I then said a prayer and saw the serpent wrap its tail about its head; it divided into two parts and dispersed as smoke."

The saint foresaw all these things, and later it all came to pass.  Not only did the enemies (that is, the followers of Marcion who were in the aforementioned villages) – who were ready to slay us with their swords – not harm us, but by the cooperation of divine grace they also returned to the Orthodox Faith.

Therefore, when I became aware of this divine help, I went to thank the blessed one for such a great benefit that his prayer had brought me.  We conversed for a long time, and I asked his permission to leave.  I asked him to pray to God for me that He would totally uproot from my flock the error of Marcion, as there were still to be found some remnants of this weed.  He answered me, "You don't need either me or anyone else to intercede for you, as you have an intercessor in the great John the Baptist."

When I heard this, i was most glad and asked him to reveal the matter to me, so that I might be assured.  He answered; 'When you brought from Phoenicia and Palestine the honorable relics, I had doubts whether or not they were those of the divine baptist, or of some other martyr named John.  The following night as I prayed, I saw a young man clothed in white, and he said to me, 'Why did you not greet us, as did the others, O brother James?'

"I asked him who they were and when they arrived, and he said, 'The day before yesterday, we came from Phoenicia and Palestine, and everyone greeted us: the hierarch and the entire populace of both the city and the suburbs; and only you did not honor us.'  (He probably said this because I had doubts in me.)  I said to him, 'Forgive me for not coming, but I always honor you, and I worship the God of all and revere Him.'

"Not only did I see that vision then, but afterwards, when you were going to the villages to punish the insurrectionists and pleaded with me to entreat God for you, I prayed all that night that He would give you help.  As I was supplicating, I heard a voice saying, 'Have no fear, James, for St. John the Baptist entreats for Theodoretus, and if he did not intercede for him, he would have suffered much harm from the malice of the demons.' "

Thus said the great James, and he encouraged me not to have any doubts, nor to have any other intercessors, for I had the great Forerunner.

* * *

Certain people erected a church to this St. James while he was still alive, desiring, after his translation from this life, to obtain part of his holy relics.  Likewise, I also constructed a precious case for his relics in the Church of the Holy Apostles.  But the saint having learned of this, bid me bury him in the mountain.  I promised him that I would fulfill his wish.  So after I carved a stone sepulchre, I brought it to the mountain, and constructed a small house, so that it would not be exposed to the air.

Upon seeing the tomb, the saint said to me: "I do not wish that tomb to be called mine, but rather, the Holy Martyrs'.  You will bury me next to them in another tomb, so that I, the unworthy one, may be next to them."  After this, I did as he said, assembling many relics of holy prophets, apostles and martyrs, and placed them in that tomb as the all-prudent one requested, so as to avoid vainglory.

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Oftentimes, people would come from afar and bother the saint during prayer, and he usually sent them away sorrowing.  They turned away disappointed, for he did not receive them happily, to bless them as he should.  I advised him not to turn people away, but rather to speak to them with joy so that they would not be scandalized.  He answered:

"Just as it is not proper for a servant to leave while his master is talking with him and go speak with his fellow servants – the master is angered and punishes that servant – so it is improper, when we are praying to God, to leave Him, the Exceedingly Honorable King of all Creation, in order to speak among ourselves.  We anger Him instead of pleasing Him, and He justly punishes us." 

Thus,, we have written with brevity.  And because the divine James is still in this life, if he performs any other miracles, let him write them, whosoever wishes, to the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ; to Whom glory, honor, power and worship is meet, with the Father and the Holy Spirit, now and ever, and unto the ages of ages.  Amen.

Through the intercessions of the holy saints, Christ God, have mercy upon us.  Amen.

Thus writes the venerable Theodoretus.  When he wrote the present life of St. James, the latter was still alive.  He finished the way of his asceticism, having obtained great honors here from all pious Christians, and there in the Heavenly Kingdom, he was crowned by the Giver of rewards, Christ, with the unfading laurel of asceticism.

Translated from the Greek by Leonidas Papadopulos and George Lizardos from The Great Synaxaristes of the Orthodox Church, Vol. 2: February, 5th Edition, Publisher: Archim. Matthew Laggis, Athens, 1978, pp. 171-178.
Copyright © by Papadopulos & Lizardos 1982.

[1] Marcion was born [c. A.D. 140], the son of a church leader in Sinope , in northeast Asia Minor on the Black Sea coast.  He made a considerable fortune in the shipping trade.  Dubious theological company led him to formulate a system which caused him to be put out of fellowship, and he formed his own sect.  His following was to last into the mediaeval period, though he himself is said to have thought better of his theories later in life.  However, church discipline was strict; he was told he must bring back all those whom he had led astray.  He died unreconciled.

Marcion was ardently anti-Judaistic and pro-Paul.  From his Gnostic friends he had learned to distinguish sharply between the God of the Old Testament and the unknown God Who was the Father of Jesus Christ.  He considered the God of the Old Testament to be greatly inferior to Jesus, though he did not go so far as to reckon Him evil.  Any tendencies towards Judaism, or any Old Testament borrowing, were anathema to him.

Naturally, Marcion found much in the New Testament that did not fit his theories.  When Marcion went to work on the New Testament, only Luke's Gospel survived from the canonical four; even this needed considerable alteration before it suited Marcion.  He cut out all the narratives of Jesus's birth, and other references to His humanity and Jewishness.  The only apostle allowed was Paul, and then only after Marcion had thrown out the Pastoral Epistles and excised certain other awkward passages (M.A. Smith, From Christ to Constantine. Downers Grove, Illinois. Inter-Varsity Press, 1973, pp. 52-54).

Some of Marcion's principles were: "The first is an unnamed, invisible and good God, but not creator; the second is a visibole and creative God, i.e. the Demiurge; the third is intermediate between the invisibole and visibole God, i.e. the Deviol.  The Demiurge is the God and Judge of the Jews."  

Marcion affirmed the resurrection of the soul alone.  He rejected the Law of the Prophets as proceeding from the Demiurge; only Christ came down from the unnamed and invisible Father to save the soul, and to confute this God of the Jews."

As we indicated earlier, he acknowledged a "broken Gospel of St. Luke and retained ten of the Apostolic letters, but garbled even them" (P. Schaff & H. Wace, Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers, Vol. 5, Gregory of Nyssa, "The Great Catechism" Grand Rapids, Michigan: W.B. Eerdmans Publishing Co., p. 473, Æ’.n. 4).

Orthodox Life, January 1983
Fr. Seraphim warns us that such ascetic feats as those of St. James are not given to our times; yet the lives of the ancient ascetics are inspiring and very instructive.  St. James, pray for us!

On the Deadening of the Human Spirit

On the Deadening of the Human Spirit
A Sermon on the Sunday of the Myrrh-bearing Women
By St. Ignatius Brianchaninov (+1867)

Today’s Gospel passage proclaims the actions of the holy women who followed the God-man during His earthly sojourn, who were witnesses to His Passion and were present at His burial. The burial took place on Friday evening.  When the malice of the Jews was being poured forth like fiery lava from fire-breathing Mount Etna, directed not only at the Lord but also at all those close to Him; when the holy Apostles were forced to hide themselves, or were only able to observe the terrible event from afar; when only the most intimate disciple of love, who was afraid of nothing, remained persistently by the Lord—then that disciple took action who had always been a disciple in secret, and who had continually concealed his heartfelt pledge out of fear of being persecuted by the Sanhedrin.  Joseph—a respected member of the Sanhedrin—suddenly trampled down all the obstacles and vacillations and all the bewilderment that had hitherto constrained and worried him.  He came to cold, cruel Pilate and asked for the body of Him Who had been executed by means of a shameful death.  He received the body and buried it with reverence and honor.  The Gospel imparts to Joseph’s act the significance of a magnanimous, courageous action.  And that is just what it was. A member of the Sanhedrin—before the face of the Sanhedrin, which had committed deicide; before the face of Jerusalem, which had taken part in the deicide—took the body of the God-man, Who had been murdered by men, down from the Cross and bore it away to a garden situated close to the city gates and walls.  There—in solitude and quiet, under the shade of the trees, in a new tomb cut out of the solid rock face, with an abundant outpouring of fragrant spices and myrrh—he placed the body, by which the bodies and souls of all mankind have been redeemed, having wrapped it in the purest linens, the way a precious treasure is wrapped and concealed.
Another member of the Sanhedrin took part in the burial: Nicodemus, who had come to the Lord by night, and who had recognized Him as the One sent by God.  Having leaned a great stone against the door of the sepulcher (in the Gospel the low opening into the cave is called a door), Joseph left, as one who had completed his service satisfactorily.  The Sanhedrin was watching Joseph’s actions.  After his departure they took care to set a guard at the sepulcher and to affix a seal to the stone that blocked the entrance.  The Lord’s burial was witnessed by His persecutors and enemies.  Some members of the Sanhedrin, having in a frenzy and rage committed the greatest crime, had involuntarily performed the greatest sacrificial offering: by sacrificing the all-holy Victim they had redeemed mankind and had put an end to the fruitless series of archetypal sacrifices, making those sacrifices and their statutes themselves superfluous.  Other members of the Sanhedrin, representatives of all the righteous ones of the Old Testament, in a God-pleasing way and spirit performed the burial of the Redeemer of men, and by this action completed and sealed the pious work of the sons of the Old Testament. Henceforth commences the exclusive ministry of the figures of the New Testament.
The holy women were no less courageous than Joseph in their self-renunciation.  Having been present at the burial on Friday, they did not consider it permissible on the Sabbath—the day of rest—to disturb the repose in which the Lord’s body slept in the sacred darkness and reclusion of the cave-sepulcher.  The women intended to pour out their zeal for the Lord by pouring myrrh on His body.  Having returned from the burial on Friday, they straightway bought a sizable quantity of fragrant mixtures of spices and awaited the day following the Sabbath.  On that day, at the rising of the sun, the pious women set out for the tomb.  On the way they remembered that a large stone had been rolled in front of the tomb’s entrance.  This caused them to worry, and the women began to speak among themselves: Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulcher? (Mark 16:3).  The stone was very great. When they arrived at the sepulcher, to their surprise they saw the stone rolled away.  It had been moved aside by a resplendent, powerful angel.  After the Lord’s Resurrection the angel had descended from heaven to the tomb that had held Him Whom the heavens could not contain.  He had struck the guards with fear, and at the same time had broken the seal and moved the heavy stone aside.  He was sitting upon the stone, awaiting the arrival of the women.  When they came he proclaimed to them the Lord’s Resurrection, commanding them to inform the Apostles.  Thanks to their zeal towards the God-man, thanks to their resolution to render honor to the all-holy body—guarded by sentries and vigilantly watched by the hatred of the Sanhedrin—the holy women were the first people to receive precise and reliable information about Christ’s Resurrection.  They became the first and most powerful preachers of the Resurrection, since they had heard the news from the mouth of an angel.  There is no partiality with the all-perfect God: all are equal before Him, and that man who strives toward God with great self-renunciation is made worthy of the special gifts of God, in exceptional abundance and with spiritual beauty.
Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulcher?  These words of the holy women have a mystical meaning.  It is so edifying that love for my neighbor and desire for his spiritual benefit do not permit me to be silent about it.
The tomb is our heart.  Our heart was a temple, but it has become a tomb.  Christ enters therein by means of the sacrament of Baptism, in order to dwell within us and act through us.  Then the heart is consecrated to God as a temple.  We take from Christ the possibility of acting, and we revive our “old man,” when we continually act according to the inclination of our fallen will and of our reason, poisoned by falsehood.  Christ, Who entered at Baptism, continues to abide in us, but He is as it were wounded and put to death by our behavior.  The temple of God, not made with hands, is turned into a cramped and dark tomb.  A stone, very great, is rolled against the entrance.  The enemies of God set a watch before the tomb, and with a seal they make fast the opening that is shut up by the stone.  They seal the stone to the rock wall so that, in addition to the weight, the substantial seal might prohibit one from touching the stone.  The enemies of God themselves keep watch to preserve this deadening!  They have deliberated and have set up every kind of obstacle to warn them in advance of a resurrection—to prevent it, to make it impossible.
The stone is that infirmity of the soul by which all other infirmities are kept inviolable, and which the Holy Fathers call “insensibility.” [1]  What is this sin?  Many will say that they have never even heard of it.  According to the definition of the Fathers, “insensibility” is the deadening of spiritual feelings.  It is the invisible death of the human soul regarding spiritual matters and a total revitalization regarding material matters.
It happens that due to a long-term physical illness, all one’s strength is exhausted and all the body’s faculties wither.  Then the sickness, not finding food for itself, ceases to torment the bodily frame.  It leaves the sick one worn out—deadened, as it were—and incapable of activity because he has been wasted by sufferings, because of a terrible, mute sickness which is not expressed by any particular kind of suffering.  The same thing happens in a human soul as well.  A long-standing negligent life amidst continual distractions, amidst continual voluntary sins, in forgetfulness of God and eternity, in forgetfulness of—or in the most superficial remembrance of—the Gospel commandments and teachings, removes one’s feeling for spiritual matters and deadens the soul to them.  Though these spiritual matters exist, they cease to exist for him, because his life has ceased for them—all his strength is directed only to that which is material, temporal, empty, and sinful.
Anyone who examines the state of his soul dispassionately and thoroughly will see in it the infirmity of insensibility.  He will see the extent of its influence, he will see its severity and importance, and he will admit that it is the manifestation and evidence of the deadening of his soul.  When we want to take up the reading of the word of God, what boredom attacks us!  Everything we read seems to be of little importance, undeserving of attention, strange!  How we wish to be quickly freed from this reading!  To what is this due?  It is due to the fact that we have no feeling for the word of God.
When we stand at prayer, what dryness and coldness we feel!  How we rush to finish our superficial supplications, filled with distractions!  Why is this?  Because we are strangers to God: we believe in the existence of God with a dead faith.  He does not exist for our feelings.  Why have we forgotten eternity?  Is it possible that we will be excluded from the number of those who must enter its boundless domain?  Is it possible that death does not stand before us face-to-face as it stands before other men?  What is the reason for this?  It is because we have become attached with all our soul to material things.  We never think about eternity, and we never want to think about it—we have lost our precious presentiment of it and have acquired a false concern for our earthly sojourn.  This false feeling makes our earthly life seem to us to be endless.  We are so deceived and captivated by this false feeling that we arrange all of our actions in accordance with it.  We offer up the faculties of our soul and body in sacrifice to that which is corruptible, taking no care at all for the other world which awaits us, even though we must without fail become eternal inhabitants of that world.  Why do idle talk, joking, judgment of our neighbors, and biting mockery of them pour forth from us as from a spring?  Why is it that without feeling burdened we spend many hours at the most shallow entertainments without finding satiety in them, and endeavor to replace one empty occupation with another, while we do not want to dedicate even the briefest time to the examination of our sins and to weeping over them?  It is because we have acquired a feeling for sin, for everything shallow, for everything through which sin is introduced into man, and by which sin is preserved in man.  It is because we have lost the feeling for everything that introduces the God-beloved virtues into man, and increases and preserves them in him.
Insensibility is inculcated in a soul by the world which is hostile toward God and by the fallen angels who are hostile toward God, and with the cooperation of our own will.  It grows and is strengthened by a life that conforms to the principles of the world.  It grows and is strengthened by following one’s own fallen reason and will, ceasing to serve God, and serving God negligently.  When insensibility tarries in one’s soul and becomes its nature, then the world and the rulers of the world affix their seal to the stone.  This seal consists in the human spirit’s contact with the fallen spirits, in the human spirit’s assimilation of the impressions produced on it by them, and in its subjugation to the forcible influence and predominance of the rejected spirits.  Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulcher?  This is a question filled with anxiety, sadness, and bewilderment.  This anxiety, sadness, and bewilderment are felt by those souls who are making their way to the Lord, having ceased serving the world and sin.  Before their gaze is revealed, in all its terrible magnitude and significance, the infirmity of insensibility.  They desire to pray with contrition, to read the word of God without desiring to read other things, and to abide in continual contemplation of their sinfulness, in continual pain over it. In a word, they want to be adopted by God, to belong to God, and they encounter something unexpected—an opposition within themselves that is not comprehended by the servants of the world: insensibility of heart.  Their heart, struck by their previous negligent life as if by a mortal wound, displays no signs of life.  In vain does their mind gather thoughts about death, about God’s Judgment, about the multitude of their sins, about the torments of hell and the delights of paradise.  In vain does their mind try to smite their heart with these thoughts—it remains without feeling for them, as if hell, paradise, God’s Judgment, one’s own transgression, and one’s state of fallenness and perdition had no relation whatsoever to the heart.  It sleeps a deep sleep, a sleep of death.  It sleeps, drunk and intoxicated with sinful poison. Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulcher?  This stone is very great.
According to the teachings of the Holy Fathers, in order to destroy insensibility man needs a constant, patient, uninterrupted activity against insensibility; he needs a constant, pious, and attentive life.  The life of insensibility is put to shame by such a life.  But this death of the human spirit is not put to death by man’s efforts alone: insensibility is destroyed by the action of Divine Grace.  An angel of God, at God’s command, comes down to the aid of a toiling and troubled soul, rolls away the stone of hardness from his heart, fills his soul with contrition, and proclaims to the soul its resurrection, which is the usual result of constant contrition. [2]  Contrition is the first sign of the quickening of the heart with regard to God and eternity.  What is contrition?  Contrition is a man’s feeling of mercy and compassion for himself—for his disastrous state, his state of fallenness, his state of eternal death.  Concerning the people of Jerusalem who were brought to this frame of mind by the preaching of the holy Apostle Peter and became disposed to accept Christianity, the Scripture says that they were pricked in their heart (Acts 2:37). [3]
The Lord’s body had no need of the fragrant myrrh of the myrrh-bearers.  The anointing with myrrh was forestalled by the Resurrection.  But the holy women—by their timely purchase of myrrh, by their early walk to the life-bearing tomb at the sun’s first rays, by their disregard of the fear that had been instilled in them by the malice of the Sanhedrin and the military watch that stood guard over the tomb and the One buried therein—manifested and proved by their actions their heartfelt care for the Lord.  Their gift turned out to be superfluous, but it was recompensed a hundredfold by the appearance of the angel, who had hitherto been invisible to the women, and by the news—which could not fail to be utterly true—of the Resurrection of the God-man, and the resurrection with Him of all mankind.  God does not need for Himself the dedication of our lives, the dedication of all our strength and capabilities to His service—but for us it is indispensable.  We offer them as myrrh at the Lord’s tomb. Let us opportunely buy myrrh as an offering of love.  From our youth let us renounce all sacrifices to sin.  At the price of this renunciation let us buy myrrh, as an offering of love.  Service to sin cannot be combined with service to God: the first destroys the second.  Let us not permit sin to mortify the feeling for God and for all things Divine in our spirit!  Let us not allow sin to place its seal upon us, to receive a violent predominance over us.
He who has entered into the service of God from the days of his unspoiled youth, and who remains in this service with constancy, submits himself to the continual influence of the Holy Spirit.  He is imprinted with the Grace-filled, all-holy impressions which proceed from Him, and he acquires, in time, an active knowledge of Christ’s Resurrection.  In Christ he comes to life in spirit and is made, by the election and command of God, a preacher of the Resurrection to his brethren.  He who through ignorance or fascination has enslaved himself to sin, has entered into a relationship with the fallen spirits, has numbered himself among them, and has lost within his spirit his bond with God and with the inhabitants of heaven—let him be healed through repentance.  Let us not put off our treatment from one day to the next, that death may not steal upon us unexpectedly; that it may not carry us off suddenly; that we may not turn out to be incapable of entering into the habitations of unending repose and festivity; that we may not be cast, like useless tares, into the fire of hell, which forever burns and is never quenched. Chronic diseases are not quickly cured, and not as easily as ignorance imagines.  It is not without reason that God’s mercy grants us time for repentance; it is not without reason that all the saints implored God that they be granted time for repentance.  Time is needed for the blotting out of sinful impressions; time is needed to be imprinted with the stamp of the Holy Spirit; time is needed to cleanse ourselves from impurity; time is needed to be clothed in the raiment of the virtues, to be adorned with the God-loving qualities with which all the inhabitants of heaven are adorned.
Christ is resurrected in a man who is prepared for it, and the tomb—the heart—again becomes a temple of God. Arise O Lord, save me, O my God (Ps. 3:7).  In this, Thy mystical and, at the same time, substantial Resurrection, consists my salvation. Amen.
Endnotes
  1. See St. John Climacus, The Ladder of Divine Ascent, Step 18.
  2. See St. John Climacus, The Ladder of Divine Ascent, 1:6.
  3. In the Slavonic Scripture it is said that they became contrite in heart.—Trans.
Original source: Translated from St. Ignatius Brianchaninov, Ascetical Sermons [Minsk, 2002], pp. 144-51 [in Russian]. 
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