WARNING

NOT EVERYTHING THAT

CALLS ITSELF ORTHODOX IS

TRULY ORTHODOX


The above warning was given to me when I first met Orthodoxy in 1986. Today [2009] it is even more perilous, even more difficult to find the Royal Path. For one thing there is a far greater abundance of misinformation. And many materials are missing, and other materials are being rapidly rewritten. For another thing there are fewer than ever guides remaining on the Royal Path, especially who speak English. Hopefully this website will be a place where Newcomers to the Faith can keep at least one foot on solid ground, while they are "exploring."


blog owner: Joanna Higginbotham

joannahigginbotham@runbox.com

jurisdiction: ROCA under Vladyka Agafangel

who did not submit to the RocorMP union in 2007

DISCLAIMER



Jotting in a Spiritual Notebook

Understanding the sin that's "even worst than a beast..."

Octoechos Sunday Evening at Vespers — Tone IV
On "Lord I have cried..."  stichera of repentance, in Tone IV: Spec. Mel.: "Thou hast given a sign..."

I have sinned against Thee, O Thou Who lovest mankind, and not according to my human nature, for which I might ask forgiveness, but inhumanly, past my nature, beyond forgiveness...
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Jotting in a Spiritual Notebook


Not even a month had passed since his wedding when his wife became desperately ill, and except for brief periods of relief, suffered over the course of a whole year.  Fr. Theodosius was alarmed by his wife's sickly state, but he was firm in the spirit and constantly impressed upon her that she must endure:

"...we must endure every visitation of God's punishing righteousness and paternal love with feelings of gratitude and absolute devotion to Him.  ...only this can suppress carnal-mindedness in a man and bring down upon him the grace of the Holy Spirit."
Priest Theodosius Levtisky 1845 †
March 9th  (Church calendar)


— from a Collection of Lives: Russian Ascetics of Piety,  NHM Bp. Nicodemus, (old ROCOR) St. Panteleimon monastery Mt. Athos 1907, translation by Old Paths Press (world orthodox) 2025 p. 91
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  OL 1992 (2) has another translation:
   "...only a period of punitive truth and Fatherly love can stifle the human wisdom of a person and humble one enough to receive the grace of the Holy Spirit."

https://orthodoxlifemagazines.blogspot.com
  

Against Socialism

This is a post few will understand
 
Nobody will understand why I am posting this.  But I'm posting it anyway.  Below are screen shots of a brief email exchange between me and Box G9a9l

Box G9a9l
 is an x-member of the Agape Community in Liberty, TN.   Or maybe she is now a member again, I do not know.  She (and her husband) left abruptly when they observed ROCOR-MP "priest" Matthew Williams presiding over a pannikhida served for Fr. Gregory Williams just before his funeral, 2016.   
   Good for them for their demonstrative exit..  I understand.  Part of me agrees with them.  Another part of me says this was a pannikhida, which even a layman can serve.  And Matthew, however screwed up he is, he is the natural son of the deceased.   Despite what they try to say, this is private property, owned by Williams estate  —  it was never was owned by ROCOR.   However, this pannikhaida should have been done more privately, and not as an announced part of the schedule...  but this is typical of how Agape Community might manipulate "official" vs. "local" to suit what it wants to do.  In such a small community, where the property, the church itself, is privately owned and NOT under the authority or supervision of the Synod.... well.... things happen in local private chapels, do they not?

I warned 
Box G9a9l years ago to stop emailing me.  I warned her that I might publish her emails....  She left me alone for several years after that, but now she is trying to creep back into my internet life, little by little.  She crossed the line of my tolerance tonight.  The timing is such that I no longer have any patience left.  Years have gone by and everyone ignores it that Box G9a9l has a serious spiritual problem.  Nobody tries to help her.  Time is running out.

So, dear Reader of my blog,
     you won't understand why I bother to poset these emails.   But, do not be tempted or confused:  Only know this for certain:
 
 
 
SOCIALISM IS A FORM OF COMMUNISM.  
COMMUNISM IS EVIL.

OLD JORDANVILLE TAUGHT US THIS.






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SJKP Books Safe Reading List May 2026


sjkp.org
https://orthodoxbooks.com

   All these non-service books listed below and sold by neo-SJKP are safe to read.     Books you want to own have a star*
   Books not listed I don't know enough about to say one way or the other.  Some books, like the catechism of St. Philaret of Moscow, I can't tell who published it or know if there is some world-orthodox preface/introduction included.  Neo-SJKP does not provide complete information.  Some books I would recommend are currently sold out, and so not listed here. 

For better descriptions of older publications, download the 2007 catalogue.
https://app.box.com/s/jf7v6iw9rknqclddmc30833cimms9p1h
But do not try to order from this old catalog. 


Here are Joanna's picks from neo-SJKP on May 2026:

Lives of Saints
Great Synaxaristes (14 volumes)*
Slain for Their Faith
Northern Thebaid
Elder Anatole Optina
Elder Sebastain
Eldress Evdokia
Elder Nikon Optina


Writings Holy Fathers
Commentary Gospels, by Abp. Averky*
Psalm 118 Commentary, by St. Theophan Recluse*
First-Created Man, by St. Symeon New Theologion*
Orthodox Veneration of Mother of God, by St. John S&SF*
Orthodox Dogmatic Theology, by Fr. Michael Pomazansky*
Soul After Death, by Fr. Seraphim Rose*
Struggle for Virtue, by Archbishop Averky*
Threshold, St. Ignatius Brianchaninov*
The Field, St. Ignatius Brianchaninov*
The Refuge,  St. Ignatius Brianchaninov*
Genesis, Creation, Early Man (2nd edition)  
     https://genesiscreationandearlyman.blogspot.com


Modern 
Letters From a Convert (bundle overpriced)
    order book individually
https://orthodoxbooks.com/products/letters-from-a-convert
Julian Calendar (bundle pamplets overpriced) 
Antichrist (bundle pamphlets overpriced)
     
https://orthodoxbooks.com/collections/complete-sets/products/apostasy-and-antichrist
Nihilism, by Eugene Rose (notes compiled before his baptism)
Restoration of Orthodox Way of Life, by Abp. Andrew (Rymarenko) pamphlet
Chosen for His People, biography serialized in OL magazines
Sacramental Life, by Fr. Gregory Williams (pamphlet)

Teenagers
Trace in the Sand
Purple Mantle 


POISON
Glorified in America includes pseudo-elder Ephraim Moraitis
Our Thoughts Determine Our Lives , by neo-elder with dreamy smiley face
Thomas Hopko heretic world orthodox ecumenist
do not trust any "elder" who died after 1900
reject anything translated by Nathan Williams — he has less than no discernment
Law of God (Fr. Seraphim Slobosky is a Christian-evolutionist)

3 Days Only 50% off SALE

Jordanville  half price sale if you order at least 5 books
Sale ends Thursday April 30th at 11:59pm
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MY TOP PICKS OF SALE-PRICE BOOKS  SPRING 2026
Ray of Light,
Archim. Panteleimon  
 
             https://startingontheroyalpath.blogspot.com/2024/10/blog-post.html
Epistles + Apocalypse,
Abp. Averky Taushev
Christianity or the Church, 
NM Ilarion Troitsky (serialized in OLs 1971)
Hieroschemamonk Feofil,
Vladimir Znosko
Chosen for His People, 
Jane Swan (serialized in OLs 1964-5)
The Refuge,
St. Ignatius
The Threshhold
St. Ignatius
Harbbor for our Hope,
St. Ignatius

Also good 
Gathering of Spiritual Riches, St. Tikhon
Meditations of Divine Liturgy,
Nikolai Gogol
Conversations with my Heart,
St. Metr. Anastasy
Selected Essays,
Fr. Michael Pomazansky

Definitely not:
(anything about) Alexander Schmoreli
(anything by) A. Schmemann
Healing Humanity,
PhD. PhD. PhD. (reminds me of Etna...)

Two Robbers Connects with Crucifixion

What Connects the Nativity with the Two Robbers Crucified with Christ

The Feast of the Nativity of Our Lord is among the most beloved and familiar moments of the Church year.  Its images and words are known by heart; its joy returns unfailingly each winter.  And yet, the mystery of Christ’s birth is never exhausted.  Each year, the story of Bethlehem reveals new depths, inviting us to look again and to see more clearly.

Holy Tradition, early Christian writings, iconography, and even ancient legends preserved on the margins of the Gospel narrative help us perceive the Nativity not as an isolated event, but as the beginning of a single saving path — one that leads inexorably to Golgotha and beyond.

The Church has long read the Nativity in the light of Pascha, discerning in its images the promise of the Cross and the Resurrection.  The cave and the manger foreshadow the tomb; the swaddling cloths recall burial linens.  Even the star that guides the Magi has been interpreted by some of the Fathers as a sign that quietly prefigures the Cross. From the very start, Christ enters the world not in triumph, but in humility — and with His saving Passion already in view.

Within this same framework there exists an ancient tradition, preserved not in the canonical Gospels but in early Christian writings such as the so-called childhood gospels and the Gospel of Nicodemus.  This tradition links the flight of the Holy Family into Egypt with the two robbers who would later be crucified alongside Christ.

According to these sources, the robbers were named Dismas and Gestas, and their first encounter with the Lord occurred many years before Golgotha, in the Judean wilderness.  Travel in those days was dangerous; roadside bandits were a constant threat.  One version of the story tells how the Holy Family encountered such a group, and while Gestas prepared to attack, Dismas intervened.  He paid his companion off and allowed the travellers to pass unharmed.  Moved by his compassion, the Most Holy Theotokos promised that the Child would remember him in the hour of his greatest need.

Another version recounts that the Holy Family was briefly held captive by robbers, and that the Mother of God, by Her own milk, nursed the infant son of the band’s leader — a child who would later grow up to become Dismas.  Whatever form the tradition takes, its meaning is clear: mercy is encountered long before repentance is fully understood, and grace quietly prepares the heart even when life takes a dark and crooked path.

The Gospel narrative brings this ancient memory to its fulfilment.  On Golgotha, two robbers are crucified with Christ, one on His right and the other on His left. One joins the mockery of the crowd.  The other — Dismas — turns toward the Crucified Lord with words of repentance and hope: “Remember me, Lord, when You come into Your Kingdom.”  Christ answers him with the promise that embodies the hope proclaimed by the Gospel: “Today you will be with Me in Paradise.”

Seen in this light, the Nativity already contains the Cross, and the Cross reveals the true meaning of the Nativity.  From the beginning, Christ enters a world divided not between the righteous and the wicked, but between hearts that open themselves to mercy and hearts that refuse it.  Bethlehem and Golgotha together proclaim the same truth: salvation is offered freely, but it is received personally — in humility, repentance, and trust.

Thus, the story of the newborn Child and the story of the repentant thief are not two separate episodes, but one continuous revelation of God’s love: a love that seeks out the lost, waits patiently, and opens Paradise even at the final hour.


Translated by the Catalogue of Good Deeds
Catalogue of Good Deeds is a highly polished MP website 
 https://catalog.obitel-minsk.com/blog/2026/01/what-connects-the-nativity-with-the-two-robbers-crucified-with-christ
Metropolitan Philaret of Minsk and Slutsk
Philaret Vakhromeyev was born Kirill Varfolomeyevich Vakhromeyev, 1935, Кирилл Варфоломеевич Вахромеев).  The KGB recruited Filaret as an agent some time before 1969, assigning him the code name Ostrovsky.
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Event in Life of St. Xenia Fool Is Verified

A page from the Life of Elder Theodore adds some detailed information to the Life of St. Xenia Fool for Christ

from book: Russian Ascetics of Piety compiled by NM Bp. Nicodemus of Belgorod
"Life of Elder Hieromonk Theodore" 
page  270

" . . . in the Preobrazhensky* Guards Regiment, where he {Elder Theodore] soon received the rank of sergeant.  A certain incident drew his thoughts to eternal life and sharply changed his usual luxurious way of life.  On one occasion in the circle of his comrades and at the high point of their merriment, one of them collapsed on the floor and died on the spot."


This clearly is the same incident described in the Life of St. Xenia.  The man who collapsed was Andrei, Xenia's husband.  His sudden changed her life.  Life of St. Xenia here:  https://startingontheroyalpath.blogspot.com/2009/08/life-of-st-xenia-of-st-petersburg.html    and here:  https://archive.org/details/the-orthodox-word-nos.-01-106.-father-seraphim-rose-improved-scans_202602/081%20V14N04%201978%20Jul%20Aug.ENH.SRCH/   or   https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/04amaofofcpxfonr822u0/h?dl=0&e=1&preview=081+V14N04+1978+Jul+Aug.ENH.SRCH.pdf&rlkey=p3rh5q7raqgfi844jz1huxper
(please email me if a link does not work.  Include url of this post.  Ask me for OW #81, which is dedicated to St. Xenia.)
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Published and sold by Old Paths Press.  Sold also by Jordanville HTM Bookstore.
 
Russian Ascetics of Piety was the most extensive work compiled by St Nicodemus, Bishop of Belgorod. This multi-volume set was originally published by the Athonite Monastery of St. Panteleimon between the years 1906 – 1910.  It contains a large collection of the lifes of holy ascetics of the 18th and 19th centuries.  The compiler himself died as a martyr at the hands of the Communists in 1919.

Caution: half the books sold today (2026) by neo-Jordanville are world-Orthodox books.
 
Caveat Lector:  
     The publisher,
Old Paths Press, is coming out with some really wonderful books, newly translated from Russian written by our trusted modern Church Fathers, such as St. Theophan the Recluse.  It appears to me we can pretty much trust that the materials have not been censored.  For the most part, the enemy of our Church should not find any cause for censoring these older materials that have nothing to do with the ROCOR-MP union.  However, be aware that the publisher assumes that their MP is the valid continuation of the true Russian Church.  The footnotes indicate which ascetics have been more recently canonized by the MP, after the Lifes were compiled by the Holy New Martyr Bp. Nicodemus.
     
Old Paths Press will disgrace their publications.  An example is their 2 volume hardcover set On True Christianity by Saint Tikhon of Zadonsk.  The Old Paths Press have defiled this wonderful offering by including a foreword written by a world Orthodox flaming ecumenist-heretic, Met. Jonah Paffhausen, who is today in the ROCOR-MP.
     Future generations will pick up this heirloom-quality book and assume that Met. Jonah Paffhausen was a safe author who can be trusted.   So, if you purchase a copy for your home library, or for a gift, be sure to make a note about this on the foreword page inside the book — that the author of the foreward is an ecumenist-heretic under much serious criticism from both valid and invalid Orthodox Christians.
     This practice of associating a saint (Tikhon) with a heretic (Paffhausen) is a mixing of pearls with dirt that I see happening in different places now.   For example:  St. John Maximovitch and St. Seraphim of Platina are grouped with false elders like Porphyrios and Sophrony.  If so many in this generation do not detect this abomination, then how will the next generation detect it?


About Jonah Paffhausen:
Met. Jonah Paffhausen: Modernism Cloaked as Traditional — All you need to know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8809Hjc5Ik 
(1 hour 19 minutes)
https://www.youtube.com/@GentleBreeze1234  
channel owned not by a member of our Sister Churches

Gentle Breeze offers this introduction to his exceptional video:  
     His Beatitude, Metropolitan Jonah Paffhausen, is a retired bishop currently serving a parish in the Russian Orthodox Church Outside of Russia. He is a graduate of Saint Vladimir's Orthodox Seminary, and was the former primate of the OCA. Of late, he has been featured on popular Orthodox Youtube channels, he has spoken at Orthodox conferences and events, and is considered by some to be a teacher of traditional Orthodoxy. However, in many of his public teachings, His Beatitude has departed in a variety of serious ways from the teachings of the Orthodox Church. We will see him affirm the sanctity of post-schism Roman Catholic saints, say that the Bible and the Ecumenical Councils contain errors, that Roman Catholics and Coptics have apostolic succession, that evolution is compatible with Orthodoxy, that events described in the lifes of Saints didn't actually happen, and more.  The viewer will see all of this in recorded video clips that as of the making of this video, are available publicly on Youtube.
  video archived here: (download necessary for viewing)
  https://app.box.com/s/jgafnk2d5x3q6jt0zrzz15geos2raker 

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* Preobrazhensky is the Russian word for "Transfiguration"



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