WARNING

NOT EVERYTHING THAT

CALLS ITSELF ORTHODOX IS

TRULY ORTHODOX


The above warning was given to me when I first met Orthodoxy in 1986. Today [2009] it is even more perilous, even more difficult to find the Royal Path. For one thing there is a far greater abundance of misinformation. And many materials are missing, and other materials are being rapidly rewritten. For another thing there are fewer than ever guides remaining on the Royal Path, especially who speak English. Hopefully this website will be a place where Newcomers to the Faith can keep at least one foot on solid ground, while they are "exploring."


blog owner: Joanna Higginbotham

joannahigginbotham@runbox.com

jurisdiction: ROCA under Vladyka Agafangel

who did not submit to the RocorMP union in 2007

DISCLAIMER



Abbess Rufina reposed on the Feast of Dormition

Repose of Abbess Rufina of Harbin and Shanghai 1937
   also reposed on this feast day: 
   Elder Anthony of Murom, friend of St. Seraphim of Sarov, †1851 
   Archimandrite Hieron, founder of New Athos Monastery, †1912


[St. Seraphim of Platina was granted repose during the afterfeast, Aug19/Sept2]

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Abbess Rufina


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II Timothy 3:5 "...from such, turn away."

Psychopaths in the Church

St. Paul instructions to Timothy (a bishop) on how to care for his flock:

2 Timothy 3:1–9
1This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.
2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,
4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
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Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.
6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts,
7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.
8 Now as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, reprobate concerning the faith.
9 But they shall proceed no further: for their folly shall be manifest unto all men, as their's also was.
 

Having the form of godliness, but denying the power

 
The first thing I think of is a Pharisee.  Having the form of a Christian while denying the power of Christ.  Somebody who pretends to be a Christian.   This description fits both a Pharisee and a KGB infiltrator.  It also fits a psychopath (malignant narcissist) — psychopaths fool everyone and possibly they even fool themselves.   These people are really unbelievers, believing only in themselves.   Our Church tells us that Antichrist, after taking control of the whole world, will come to believe himself to be Christ, the 2nd Coming.  This is when he will insist on being worshipped.   This will be the second phase of Antichrist's reign.  See book Ray of Light, Jordanville.

In the meantime, today, in our rapidly advancing pre-apocalyptic times, the demons are getting all excited.  They are practicing for their grand finale.  Mini-antichrists (malignant narcissists) are popping up everywhere these days, including in the churches, including the Orthodox Church.  Some are not so hard to spot.  But most, being well practiced, go undetected.  It is easier for psychopaths to hide among Christians — Christians are usually easier to control.


One example of a  
II Timothy 3:5  person living in the Church today that I know:  She was baptized as a young adult in 1980.  Prior to her baptism, she had developed a serious habit of lying.  Instead of allowing the grace of the Sacraments to heal her from lying, for 55 years, instead of seeking salvation, she used her learning and her position in the Church-setting to perfect her Art of Lying.   

Whether the pretender is a Pharisee, a KGB agent, or a psychopath — either way, our priests (and we) are instructed, "...
from such, turn away."  We are not told to try to help them, or to go along with their pretense, or even to pray for them. 
Although, I'm sure careful private prayer with adding, "They will be done" would be acceptable.  We are told to have nothing to do with them.

This concept, of having nothing to do with somebody who assumes the
form of a Christian...  I've seen where this idea has been applied in a broader sense to not just a person having the form only, but also to a whole group having the form only.  Examples would be the cult-churches like Jehovah's Witnesses and those speakin'-in-tongues churches, (those are called "Charismatics").  
Fr. Seraphim Rose wrote about them in his book Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future.  

Be alert that Orthodox parishes, especially when isolated, are the perfect sub-structures in which a cult can develop.  

I've seen 3 such parishes in the ROCOR before the 2007 ROCOR-MP union.  One that went with the ROCOR-MP union was St. Silouan's in Walla-Walla, Washington.  I only spent one weekend there, but
cult was written all over it.  None of the parishioners drink coffee because the priest does not drink coffee.  Nobody thought to provide Sunday morning coffee to their many guests from all over who came to help them celebrate their feast day and to welcome them into the ROCOR.  There were other indications of cultishness, but nothing seemed seriously harmful — just quirky.   

Another cultish-parish, St. Innocent's in Rogue River, Oregon, 2002.   After corresponding with the priest, my son-in-law, with his new bride and new baby, moved to Oregon intending to join that parish.  Soon after they started visiting the parish, I had a lengthy phone conversation with the priest.  After that phone call ended, I remember thinking, "boy, am I glad he's not my priest!"    But the kids seemed happy, so I said nothing.  But after about a month, one-by-one, the incidents started happening.  My son-in-law started telling me things.  Seemed like every Sunday he had another bad thing to report.   Finally,
and I'm being very careful how I say this... my son-in-law told me about the priest revealing confessions during the mandatory hour-long sermons.  He would give 3 sermons each Sunday.  One during the liturgy, another one after the liturgy, and again one at trapeza.  None of the sermons were limited in time, and if you had to use the bathroom, you were out of luck.   A particular sermon revealed a particular confession that was way too disturbing:

   "... ... ... ... and I'm getting tired of you younger single men complaining about being lonely.  Are you sure it's loneliness? — or is it maybe something else?  something sexual? ... ... ... ..."
 
According to my son-in-law's telling of this incident, when the priest said that, then everyone looked around the room at each other with a face-expression of:
 WHO confessed THAT!  

Up until then, I was only uncomfortable with my kids being in that parish.  But now, hearing this, I was beyond uncomfortable.  I was horrified.  I told my son-in-law not to go back there.   They ended up in the nearby OCA parish. 
 
 I found that this is exactly what happened in the 3rd cult-parish, (again before the ROCOR-MP union,) where members who did not conform were chased away, and they ended up in world orthodoxy or sometimes left Orthodoxy altogether.  One case where a member left Orthodoxy altogether is that of Michelle Stewart.  She writes about it in her book:  Judas Girl © 2025  

  
I want my readers to notice what happens at this point in the story.  The first thought the parishioners had was that they were the cause of this thing happening..  Which one of us brought this most embarrassing lecture upon our group?  Nobody threw a tomato at the priest.  They all just blamed themselves.  And this attitude, my friends, is exactly the attitude of cult victims.   Psychopaths themselves blame their victims — it is one of their favorite games.  On their stage, THEY are the only ones who are allowed to play the part of the victim...  
     Diagnosed psychopath Tom Sells, executed some years back for serial rape/murder, once in an interview, speaking about a certain victim, he said, "I had to kill her.  She would not stop screaming."

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I invite Orthodox victims to email me: joannahigginbotham@runbox.com 
  
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July 20/Aug 2 Holy Prophet Elijah


2 articles about the Holy Prophet Elijah:
   Orthodox Life magazine 1963 (4)
   Orthodox Life magazine 1978 (6) 
 
Both articles important to End Times teachings 
 
A  complete set of Orthodox Life magazines is in Joanna's Shared Library.


A website I am enjoying: 
It is not a religious site — just real information.  It's so refreshingly NOT world orthodox. 
 
Forerunners of Christ's 2nd Coming: Holy Prophets Elijah & Enoch
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NBC ABC Refuse to Air President's Address


President Trump Delivers an Address to the Nation
Jul. 16, 2026  
 

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The Biggest Cover-Up in American History — Trump Exposes China’s Election Theft

On Thursday night, President Trump delivered a presidential address to the nation that every American deserved to hear — and that two major broadcast networks refused to air. The message: newly declassified intelligence proves that the People’s Republic of China carried out the largest compromise of election data in history, illicitly acquiring 220 million U.S. voter files over a period of years beginning with the 2020 election cycle. The stolen data includes names, addresses, phone numbers, party affiliations — everything needed to interfere with American democracy. China even assigned a dedicated data exploitation unit specifically to this operation. The full declassified intelligence is now public at whitehouse.gov/election-integrity.

When President Trump took to the airwaves Thursday night to share this bombshell with the American people, NBC and ABC refused to carry the address. President Trump called it exactly what it is: the networks “want to protect the Radical Left.” The blackout is now at the center of a growing national debate — should networks that use public airwaves have their broadcast licenses reviewed when they refuse to carry a presidential address of this magnitude? Congress is already moving.


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Synaxis of All Saints of Diveyevo Convent

  In 2004 ROCOR glorified St. Agathia, Abbess of Diveyevo  Convent who is associated with St. Seraphim of Sarov.   Her commemoration date is June 13/26.  In the Life of St. Seraphim (in English, translation by Fr. Lazarus Moore), it's recorded that she asked to be remembered. 
  Now, today, June 14/27, is the Synaxis of the Diveyevo Saints.  The service is not in our SJKP English menaion. But, be assured this commemoration has been established by our true old ROCOR Church, and not by MP or world Orthodoxy.  So, mark your calendar, and/or insert a note into your menaion. 
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On Christian Love

True Love vs. Imaginary Love

from the book: St, Philaret of New York – His Collected Works  ISBN:979-833-571-5430
p. 152

". . .The whole life of a Christian is illuminated by the light of love, as it was in the first centuries, and still happens in the lives of saints.  With what love shone St. Nicholas of Myra, St. Seraphim of Sarov.  But this did not prevent St. Nicholas from even slapping the stubborn heretic Arius in the face, and St. Serpahim from angrily expelling such a person from himself.  They did not fall away from Christian love by acting like this.   Truth and loyalty to her were the most important, it was the foundation on which love itself rests.  When we are accused of not having love we must answer that the love of Truth should be the most important for a Christian. 



from the book: St. Seraphim of Sarov – A Spiritual Biography  ISBN: 1-880364-13-1
p. 71
 
A priest in the town of Spassk, Fr. Peter Theoktistov, described a case where St. Seraphim refused to receive a visitor who unworthily approached the Sacrament:  
. . . A Deacon, having been convicted of bad conduct by his Priest, in his turn accused the Priest before the Bishop through witnesses who swore a false oath in his favour.  The deacon was promoted ... transferred to the town to serve.  He continued to serve without being troubled by his conscience.  Soon the Deacon came to Sarov and went to Father Seraphim.  Seeing him, the seer went out of his cell to meet him, immediately turned him back and said with anger: "Go, away from me; this is not my business!"  The Deacon did not know what to do further.  A certain Monk advised him to confess first.  But neither did this help; St. Seraphim drove him away for the second time:  "Go, go, you perjurer, and do not serve!"

p. 79

. . .It is not our business to condemn others.  When we leave the Brotherhood [for solitude ~jh] it is not out of hatred for them, but chiefly because we have accepted and wear the habit of Angels, for whom it is unbearable to be where the Lord God is offended by word and by deed.  And therefore when we separate ourselves from the Brotherhood, we only avoid hearing and seeing [and participating in ~jh] what is repugnant to God's commandments which may happen in a multitude of brethren.  We do not run away from men who bear the same name of Christ, but from the sins which they commit.  As it was said to the Great Arsenius: "Flee from men, and thou wilt be saved."
 
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. There is a happy ending to the Deacon Story.  God brought him to repentance by tying his tongue in the church for 3 years.  Finally the Deacon repented properly.  So we can see — it's not always as simple as saying "sorry."  You can't just say sorry, you have to actually be sorry.  Sorry enough to want to change yourself so that it does not happen again. ~jh
 
. I notice that St. Seraphim puts heretics and sinners in the same category.  Both are liars.  We can exclude both from our company without accepting criticism of being "unloving" or "unforgiving" or "condemning/judging." ~jh

Poor Poor Poor ROCOR-MP

Russia is backsliding, and the world is noticing...
 
 see this bcc report:
   In Russia, 
not only do people not know what the future will hold, 
they don't know what the past will hold.  
The past in constantly changing.
 
Old Jordanville & old ROCOR were always aware of Russia's key role in the End Times. 
 St. Seraphim of Platina explained it to us in English:
https://startingontheroyalpath.blogspot.com/2009/08/future-of-russia-and-end-of-world.html
This was his final writing to us, the last issue of the OW magazine that contained an original article he composed.
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