WARNING

NOT EVERYTHING THAT

CALLS ITSELF ORTHODOX IS

TRULY ORTHODOX


The above warning was given to me when I first met Orthodoxy in 1986. Today [2009] it is even more perilous, even more difficult to find the Royal Path. For one thing there is a far greater abundance of misinformation. And many materials are missing, and other materials are being rapidly rewritten. For another thing there are fewer than ever guides remaining on the Royal Path, especially who speak English. Hopefully this website will be a place where Newcomers to the Faith can keep at least one foot on solid ground, while they are "exploring."


blog owner: Joanna Higginbotham

joannahigginbotham@runbox.com

jurisdiction: ROCA under Vladyka Agafangel

who did not submit to the RocorMP union in 2007

DISCLAIMER



January 29, 2016

Fr. Lawrence Williams

Website Review

original review 2010
Fr. Lawrence has a great website and a very nice blog.  I could ALMOST put them both on the "Safe Exploring" list.  And I do highly recommend visiting these sites.

Just be aware that Fr. Lawrence has recently joined a super-correct jurisdiction (RTOC).  But, I do not see that he is "super-correct" in his heart, it is possible he had other reasons for moving there, nothing to do with  "correctness."   

I saw no super-correct materials [as of August 30, 2010] anywhere on the website or the blog.  One article is titled,  "What Do We Mean By G.O.C.?", but when you click on it you get an article by Archbishop Averky, 1976†, who was a great teacher firmly cemented on the Royal Path.

Maybe keep in mind that the term "True" Orthodoxy in Archbishop Averky's day meant the Royal Path as opposed to world orthodoxy (renovationism)..  Today the super-correct have taken over that term, and call themselves True Orthodox.

Also be aware that while Fr. Lawrence is dear to many of us, he is not a good example to follow, and do not send his "monastery" any money.  -jh


update 2014
update 2023
Fr. Lawrence reposed 12/01/2012
As of 2023, his blog is still open, but since then his website has expired – here are archives:

Archives materials website
https://web.archive.org/web/20100523220022/http://users.sisqtel.net/williams/index.html

Archives materials blog
https://web.archive.org/web/20190701000000*/http://fatherlawrencium.blogspot.com




Am I on the Narrow Path?

New Russian Marytr Valentine Sventitsky gives us criteria by which we can judge for ourselves whether we are walking the path of renunciation or the broad way with the perishing multitudes.  To help us discern, he lists for us both external and inward signs.  And he offers comforting instruction on how to live in the world, with a family and a job, yet be "not of the world."  He calls it "invisible monasticism."   ~jh


The 1st of THREE DISCUSSIONS is posted here: 

DISCUSSION #1
In the name of the Father and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit’. 

The Lord said to His disciples: Enter ye in at the strait gate, for wide is the gate, and broad is the way that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat. Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto me, and few there be that find it. (Matt. 7:13-14)

When the disciples were afrighted by the difficulty of the path of salvation and asked the Lord: “Who then can be saved?”  Christ looked at them and said: “With men it is impossible but not with God, for with God all things are possible” (Mark 10:27).

I am afraid that the reading of The Ladder of St. John *  will arouse this fear, this confusion.  “Who can ascend the Ladder?” my spiritual children will ask.  With men it is impossble; but not  with God, for with God all things are  possible.

      *[Ladder of Divine Ascent is a divinely inspired manual for monks read during Great Lent by monks and laymen.]

Only by trusting in these words is it possible to enter upon the path of spiritual life.  The Lord expects from us an effort according to our human strength, in measure of our human understanding; the rest is given to us by Divine grace, by God’s help.

For this reason, in approaching The Ladder of St. John, let us not be so presumptuous as to set ourselves the task of scaling its heights.  The task of the ascetic is to labor his whole life for the Lord. Whatever fruits are produced – these are the result of God’s grace.

The first step of the Ladder demands from us a proper attitude towards “the world”.  One must place it in opposition to the self, to draw a certain line of separation, to renounce it.  The first word of St. John is “On Renunciation of the World,” while the next, the second step is “On Dispassion.”

“In the very beginning of our renunciation, it is certainly with labor and grief that we practice the virtues. But when we have made progress in them, we no longer feel sorrow, or we feel little sorrow.  But as soon as our mortal mind is consumed and mastered by our zeal, we practice them with all joy and eagerness, with love and with divine fire.”

“We must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God,” says the Apostle Paul.  Certain trials await also those who enter the path of spiritual life.  The control of worldly life upon us is too powerful for us to be able to sever the internal chains which bind us to the world, without pain, without regret, without sorrow.  But the great experience of the ascetics instills in us a joyous courage.  This experience speaks to us of what lies ahead, of what awaits us when we do not stop midway, when, having “made progress” and conquered “earthly wisdom,” we rise somewhat above worldly life.  Then this spiritual struggle of renunciation will fill us with joy.  Divine fire and fervor will take hold of us…

“Those who have really determined to serve Christ, with the help of spiritual fathers and their own self-knowledge, will strive before all else to choose a place, and away of life, and a habitation, and exercises suitable for them.  For community life is not for all, on account of covetousness and places of solitude are not for all, on account of anger.  But each will consider what is most suited to his needs.”

This injunction of St John pertains not only to those who strive spiritually in monasticism, but pertains equally to us, people in the world.  Those who traverse the path of spiritual life in the world, who renounce it inwardly, who do not leave for monasteries, deserts and reclusion, although under conditions of a worldly life, nevertheless must inevitably make even an outward change in their life.  A specific external discipline of life is needed, which must be established by “self-knowledge,” but with the knowledge, counsel, and approval of a spiritual father.

“The man who really loves the Lord, who has made a real effort to find the future Kingdom, who is really pained by his sins, who is really mindful of eternal torment and judgment, who really lives in fear of his own departure, will not love.. anything at all on earth.”

And how could he love it?  That heavenly Jerusalem, that eternal Kingdom – if it is revealed to the inner eyes – will immediately illumine the life in the world with a special radiance.  That man will see how trifling and insubstantial are the temptations of the world; how vain the concerns.  The temporal, the fleeting will become for him like a dream; how terrible then will appear to him sins against the Lord!  What great justice will he then behold in the eternal torments awaiting those souls who have come to love the temporal and have renounced Christ!  For the eternal, immortal human soul, which accumulates the temporal and perishable, itself plunges into the power of eternal death.

“The man who has come to hate the world has escaped sorrow.  But he who has an attachment to anything visible is not yet delivered from grief.  For how is it possible not to be sad at the loss of something we love?”

At first it appears that to renounce the world means to choose the way that knows no joy.  Earthly happiness seems to him to be the only joy in life.  But that is self-deceit.  It is the devil’s delusion.  What passes for worldly joy devastates the soul; it is the source of despondency, of disappointment and sadness.

“Let us pay close attention to ourselves so that we are not deceived into thinking that we are following the strait and narrow way, when in actual fact we are keeping to the wide and broad way. The following will show you what the narrow way means: mortification of the stomach, all-night standing, water in moderation, short rations of bread, the purifying draught of dishonor, sneers, derision, insults, the cutting off of one’s own will, patience in annoyances, unmurmuring endurance of scorn, disregard of insults, and the habit, when wronged, of bearing it sturdily; when slandered, of not being indignant; when humiliated, not to be angry; when condemned, to be humble.  Blessed are they who follow the way we have just described, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven.”

Here St. John warns us against delusion. It may seem to a man that he has chosen for himself the narrow path, that he is not walking along the broad, worldly highway, down which walk the perishing multitudes.  By distracting the inner concentration, the power of darkness leads him away from the true, narrow path of salvation.”

“Pay heed to yourself!” says St. John. “Pay heed, lest you succumb to this delusion.  And here are the signs by which you might verify on which path it is you are walking: the narrow unto salvation, or wandering, rather, along the broad and spacious path to perdition.  For, the outward signs: if you subdue your belly with fasting, if you are not lazy in rising for the nocturnal prayer, if you drink less water and do not think of clothing, if you are content to eat only bread – you are walking along the narrow path. While here are the inward signs: if you have cut off your own will, and patiently and cheerfully carry out obediences; if you bear dishonor, mockery, and offenses without murmuring; if you are not angered by slander and humble yourself when you are criticized – then you are going along the narrow path. It is difficult, truly this path is difficult But blessed are those who follow it, “for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven!

“Some people living carelessly in the world have asked me: ‘We have wives and are beset with social cares, and how can we lead the solitary life?’  I replied to them: ‘Do all the good you can; do not speak evil of anyone; do not steal from anyone; do not hate anyone; do not be absent from the divine services; be compassionate to the needy; do not offend anyone; do not wreck another man’s domestic happiness, and be content with what your own wives can give you.  If you behave in this way, you will not be far from the Kingdom of Heaven.”

 A desert-dweller of our time, as he was ascending a mountain, was granted a vision.  
An angel appeared to him and said, 

“This is not the time to build monasteries.”


This reply of St. John of the Ladder has a special significance in our days.  A desert-dweller of our time told me that a number of desert-dwellers had discussed the question of whether or not they should found a monastery for themselves.  After wards, as he was Ascending a mountain, he was granted a vision.  An angel appeared to him and said, “This is not the time to build monasteries.”

This was told to me a few months before the war with the Germans.

“Not the time to build monasteries”!  Truly this is so!  It is time, however, to struggle in monastic asceticism!  Today the outward form of monastic life is accessible to very few.  And the spiritual life of Christians must now be conducted under the conditions of secular life.  They are faced with the task of founding invisible spiritual monasteries with their lives primarily through the podvig of prayer.  Few today are able to live behind the stone walls of a monastery which set apart that vain world from this the Christian world which is of God But does this mean that there are no walls which can be built between that world and this?

The inner renunciation of the world – here is the foundation of this monastery.  By prayer, by fighting with the passions, by a pure life, by cutting off one’s evil will, by ascetic struggle and labor for Christ – wholeheartedly trusting in the help of God’s grace – raise up the walls of this monastery which is invisible to human eyes.  Do not judge, do not lie, love your neighbor, quench all enmity in your hearts – and your inner life will become for you a monastery.  Build these invisible spiritual monasteries.  Enter therein, leaving behind the vanity of this world.  The time for this has come, the favorable season of the Lord!  Amen!
    
source:  Orthodox Word magazine #111 July-Aug 1983


Cult Warning

Folks, while I warn against ever visiting this place in Colorado, at the same time I recommend highly their books, the Great Synaxaristes and others they publish.  It is not unusual (in America, anyway) for great publishers to be nut cases so that you don't want to get too close to them.  My own spiritual father was one of those, Fr. Gregory Williams in Liberty Tennessee...  But at least Fr. Gregory Williams was canonical — Gregory of Colorado is not.     ~jh


Abp. Gregory Colorado 

GOCA (Genuine Orthodox Church of America)


firsthand personal testimony

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bC8hhgAklek




more here:

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14. Royal Path is Hidden

Many things are "hidden" in our Faith, especially from those who are blinded spiritually.  Christ even prayed thanking the Father that certain things are hidden from the wise and revealed unto babes.  Our sacraments are called "Mysteries" because there is a spiritual reality in them.  The spiritual reality is hidden from those who are spiritually blinded, they might see the sacraments only as ritual.  

It is the same with the royal path.  There is a spiritual reality to it that is hidden more often than not.  Those unable to see the spiritual reality will usually try to define the royal path as some place or as a compromise between the extremes of super-correct ["true" Orthodoxy] and world Orthodoxy.

But super-correctness ["true" Orthodoxy] and world Orthodoxy [renovationism], Fr. Seraphim has taught us, are just flip sides of the same disease.  Mixing two opposite diseases together does not make health.

The Royal Path is other-worldly.  It is above us, we have to look up to the heavenly Church to see it.  This is done with prayerful pondering, asking for heavenly help, asking for illumination from God.

Fr. Seraphim saw the Royal Path.  As much as he tried to show it to others, even many of those closest to him did not see it.  Or, at least, they did not see enough of it to discern that the ROCOR-MP union of May 17, 2007 was a false union. 

January 28, 2016

What Is SCOBA aka "Episcopal Assembly"?

Standing Conference of the Canonical Orthodox Bishops of the Americas
-founded in 1960

Of course SCOBA has a different definition of itself, but here is ours:

SCOBA was formed in recent times [60's] for the purpose of legalistically formalizing a superficial false unity. SCOBA is a "club" where the members validate each other in their acceptance and/or condoning of renovationism and ecumenism. The only requirement for joining this club is to accept world Orthodoxy as valid, it is not necessary to adopt the innovations, just to approve of or overlook their use by other fellow SCOBA members. 

There were no such clubs in Apostolic times. If the SCOBA churches had true inner unity, they would not need the external show of a club.

Unity of the faith is something that is attained spiritually, it is not something obtained by declaring it. In the Prayer of the Hours we pray,

"...Compass us about with Thy Holy angels, that guarded and guided by their array, we may attain to the unity of the faith..."


As of May 28, 2010 SCOBA has a new name: Assembly of Canonical Orthodox Bishops of North and Central America:  ACOBA
http://orthodoxwiki.org/Assembly_of_Canonical_Orthodox_Bishops_of_North_and_Central_America

SCOBA bishops are listed here:

http://www.assemblyofbishops.org/directories/bishops



Feast of Dormition Gospel Reading

Today's Gospel reading is repeated at the feasts of the Theotokos, so very soon it becomes familiar.  Eventually newcomers to the Faith will learn of 2 misunderstandings commonly made by Protestants:

Luke 10:38-42; 11:27-28
Now it came to pass, as they went, that He entered into a certain village; and a certain woman named Martha received him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, which also sat at Jesus' feet, and heard His word. But Martha was cumbered about much serving, and came to Him, and said, Lord, dost Thou not care that my sister hath left me to serve alone? Bid her therefore that she help me. And Jesus answered and said unto her, Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things: but one thing is needful; and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her. And it came to pass, as He spoke these things, a certain woman of the company lifted up her voice, and said unto Him, Blessed is the womb that bare Thee, and the paps which Thou hast sucked. But He said, Yea, rather, blessed are they that hear the word of God, and keep it. 

1. ...which shall not be taken away from her...
     Protestants generally misinterpret this to mean that Christ is refusing Martha's request, that He will not make Mary get up.  
     But, the part that is "not taken away" refers not to Mary's resting, but to things eternal, treasures in heaven.  All things of earth will pass away.  Mary is caring for her soul, and the effect/resultsof this labor does not get taken away by thieves, rust, or rotting. 
     Think of a man working in a field before dusk.  He has 20 minutes left to spend before the sun goes down.  How does he spend that 20 minutes?  Does he use that time to plant another row of corn seed (a treasure on earth), or does he use that 20 minutes to stop work and sing psalms of praise to God?  If he chooses to sing psalms, then he is giving back to God 20 minutes of the time that he has only because God gave it to him in the first place -- and this singing creates for him a treasure in heaven.  A small treasure to be sure, but even the wing of a fly has great weight on God's scales.  This is a treasure that can be for now be stored away and forgotten, it will never fade away, not even a zillion trillion years from now into eternity.



2. ...Yea, rather, blessed are they that hear the word of God...
     Protestants generally misinterpret this to mean that Mary is no better than they (are), maybe even inferior to them, that she is to be brushed aside, discounted -- because they who are listening to Him now are the ones who are truly blessed.  
     But what Christ is saying here is that His mother is blessed because she heard the Word and keeps it.   And anyone else can be like her, anyone who hears the Word and keeps it will be blessed. 

     Christ points to His Mother as the PERFECT and SUPREME example of how to hear the word and keep it.  Christ gives His Mother to all generations for the purpose of helping others do as she did/does.  His Mother is our Church which He established for us before He went back to the Father.


January 26, 2016

Literature, Culture, and the Formation of the Soul

Literature, Culture, and the Formation of the Soul

To come to Orthodoxy from the world of today is to come from emptiness to riches, from shallowness to depth, from sham to a reality so all-encompassing that it can, at times, leave one quite uncertain as to the possibility of existing both in the Church and in the “real” world.  
Our distress at the seeming impossibility of reconciling the external aspects of modern life with the depth of Orthodox thought, which seems by contrast so utterly otherworldly, springs in large measure from the fact that we inevitably bring some modern emptiness, shallowness, deadness, falsity, with us. Our shallowness begins to creep into our spiritual life, no matter how well-intentioned we may be, and we soon reach a point where we can no longer ignore the fact that something is wrong.  
To preach that everything Western is taboo is misguided, and to live as if it were true is impossible. We are Westerners: our souls were formed by the Western mentality and psychology, and the often painful effort of understanding ourselves can succeed only by our coming to a knowledge of the forces that have shaped us.  
Instead of running away from our culture, or trying to deny its power in us, we must face it squarely and understand its essence and origin. This is the first step in forming an Orthodox world view, and this is the first task facing us today. If we are able to do this, we will be able to discern what in our culture is worth utilising, and what is harmful. More importantly, we will gain a knowledge of ourselves, an increased depth of soul, that will permit us to understand how we may become fruitful Christians.  
We have not inherited Western culture at all. That is precisely our trouble. We have simply grown up on the degenerate and decaying vestiges of that culture. We live, not in the West, but on the fading memory of the West. Our present “culture” is an absence of culture, a vacuum that has left our souls shrunken and our spirits stifled.  Before trying to plunge his spirit into the depths of Orthodoxy, today’s man must first feed his soul, for its malnutrition will not permit any profound growth of spirit. Modern Western man is like a plant with the shallowest possible roots, and he naturally cannot support any great growth. His spirit is no longer capable of soaring, because a lofty spirit must rise out of a deep soul which has the maturity, the sensitivity, to feel noble things and become ennobled by them.  
The Fathers have always taught that the higher, spiritual part of man’s nature is founded in the first level of the soul, that which is sensitive to and best developed by the study of virtuous, noble, and beautiful things. Our faculties and responses, distorted by the Fall, must be restored to normalcy, and after that we can begin to progress in spiritual things. The “higher perception” which St. John Climacus calls an “attribute” of the soul is “buffeted” by sin, and we must retrain ourselves. The redirection and elevation of his soul is an essential task for every Orthodox Christian.  
By contemplating the noble and beautiful as portrayed in the arts, the Christian struggler can regain all awareness of that tenderness of heart, that community of sympathy, that faculty for nobility and purity given us by God and darkened by our long neglect. Spiritual growth follows most truly on this elevation and purification of the first stratum of the soul. Without this, it is difficult to attain sobriety, fruitfulness, authenticity, depth, in our spiritual lives. An uncultivated soul seldom has the discernment and balance to see clearly and honestly, nor the sensitivity to feel deeply, nor the intensity to strive wholeheartedly, nor the idealism to reach uncompromisingly for what is truest and best. This sensitivity and intensity are not in themselves spiritual. Rather, they serve as a prelude to spiritual things.  
It is psychologically impossible for us to become suddenly “non-Westerners,” even if such a thing were desirable. It is intellectually irresponsible to offhandedly reject the treasures of hundreds of years of Christian culture in hopes of escaping the taint of Westernism. If we refuse to nourish ourselves on what is edifying and elevating, we will inevitably be fed by what is not, as the popular culture of America, in all its shallowness and falseness, seeps into our unguarded hearts daily. If we do not counteract it, if we fail to set the loftiest things before us, we will inevitably let our souls remain choked with artificiality and cheapness. We will remain mired in the fatal shoddiness of our world and ourselves, and we shall not be able to touch the depths of our own hearts, nor answer the need of our neighbour’s.  
Note the example of the early Church. When the Church denounced pagan culture, She denounced only those aspects of it which were based on the hedonism of pagan religion or the hedonism of pagan art. Those aspects of Hellenic culture which were useful and healthy, She not only refrained from denouncing, but even transmuted into a profoundly convincing missionary statement. Then as now, many decried the use of secular art and learning as a means cultivating and educating the soul, defending their position with the Apostle’s warning to, ”... beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of this world, and not after Christ.” (Col. 2:8) In answering them, the Fathers of the Church formulated the response which has remained the Orthodox position on the issue, a response expressed in the teachings of men such as Clement of Alexandria, St. Basil, and St. John Damascene. In his “Stromates” Clement teaches that the Apostle’s warning applies only to those who have turned back from spiritual things to the things of the world, from the ultimate truth of Christ to the partial truth of secular learning, “philosophy being most rudimentary compared with Christianity, and only a preparatory training for the truth.” “ (Stromates 180)  
“We exercise our spiritual perceptions upon secular writings which are not altogether different, and in which we perceive the truth as it were in shadows and mirrors.” It is quite true that the study of poetry, history, art, fiction, is indeed a “most rudimentary” one. It is indeed not a Spiritual study. But we, in our modern condition, are in dire need of the rudiments, not only of spiritual life, but of simple humanity. The Apostle warns us not to mistake the lower life of the soul for the higher life of the spirit, and warns us not to turn back from the fullness of Christ to the emptiness of the world, but he does not tell us to ignore the development of the soul altogether.  
Clement was not alone in his perception of the need for, and his willingness to make use of; such seemingly “worldly” things as poetry. St. Basil, in his “Address to Young Men on the Right Use of Greek Literature,” demonstrates clearly the relevance of secular learning for spiritual life: ‘We place our hopes upon the things which are beyond; and in preparation for the life eternal do all things that we do. Into the life eternal the Holy Scriptures lead us, which teach us through divine words. But so long as our immaturity forbids our understanding their deep thought, we exercise our spiritual perceptions upon secular writings which are not altogether different, and in which we perceive the truth as it were in shadows and mirrors.... Consequently we must be conversant with poets, with historians, with orators, indeed with all men who may further our soul’s salvation.... (We must) husband resources, leaving no stone unturned, whence we might derive any aid.... Virtue is the Possession that is sure, and that remains to us whether living or dead, (and) since we must needs attain to the life to come through virtue, our attention is to be chiefly fastened on those many passages from the poets, from historians and especially from the philosophers, in which virtue itself is praised, (for) one who has been instructed in the pagan examples will no longer hold the Christian precepts impracticable.... : S 180  
So we, if wise, shall take from heathen books whatever befits us and is allied to the truth, and shall pass over the rest. Likewise, St. John Damascene, in his “Exposition of the Orthodox Faith,’ - tells the Orthodox Christian “eager for knowledge” to revel’ in the Scriptures, for, they contain the grace which cannot be exhausted. Should we, however, be able to get some profit from other sources, this is not forbidden. Let us be proved bankers and amass the genuine and pure gold, while we neglect the spurious. Let us accept the best sayings, but let us throw to the dogs the ridiculous gods and unhealthy fables, for from the former we should be able to draw very great strength against the latter.” (IV. 17)  
By following this course, The Church baptized pagan culture; the dross was scoured away and what remained was elevated. That Baptised culture” was -“ Western culture”. Wherever the Church went in Europe, She followed the same course. Whether in Ireland or in Gaul, in Britain or in Spain, She preserved all that was good and true in art and literature, nature and society. The pagan culture of pre-Christian Europe thus found in Christ the fulfillment of its highest longings, and Europe flowered. For generations thence men and women poured out their deepest aspirations in building, singing, making, and living. They rejoiced in God, in the wonder of his works and world, and the legacy they left us sings of their joy. They built an age whose wonder and beauty we have nearly forgotten, where poetry ran quick in the blood and chastity was not shamefaced, but valiant, where mockery and baseness were not a sign of strength and tears were not a sign of weakness, a world of gentleness and courtesy, of honour and acuity, of nobility and integrity.  
It was once our world, too. We did not always wander dejectedly in the wasteland of neon and soap operas. We once knew their exultation, their nobility, their joy. If we fail to see this, we lose all hope of ever seeing ourselves. If we look at the jewel-like clarity of the medieval mind, with its profoundly beautiful great court dance, and see only Anseim’s proofs and papal aggrandizement, we make the saddest possible comment on the numbness of our own hearts. The medieval man looked at the night sky and wept, feeling himself enclosed in the double darkness of his physical and moral separation from God. But he also believed that the stars were holes in the floor of heaven: that light was streaming in from that world of endless day where all things danced in the delight of creatureliness, and were radiant in the changeless light of God.  
He treasured hierarchy because it was for him a reminder of God. his whole world was an endlessly unfolding, interlocking allegory of the majesty and love of God. He rejoiced in the delight of obedience and walked fearfully in the humility of command, because both were images of profound spiritual realities. He revelled in the colour and beauty of the physical world, because they were a foreshadowing of the even greater splendours of the Kingdom of God. He could spend his entire adult life building a cathedral, and never forget the transience of the temporal world. His literature, didactic and moralistic, reminded him of the beauty of virtue and nobility, and the brevity of life: His poetry sang of his delight in the created world and his awe of God. his society taught him to feel the reality and proximity of something more than the physical. His churches, resplendent, delicate, glowing, lifted his soul on traceries of stone, and set his spirit on the heights.  
The Apostolic impetus carried that world for almost a thousand years. The nourishment provided by a thousand years of Orthodoxy was the spiritual ground in which grew all the best in Western thought and art. That impetus remained largely intact until the Enlightenment, was eroded greatly (during the Romantic Age, and finally crumbled entirely in our own time. The best that was done, was done in this spirit: springs from this world. The community of feeling and intent which marks the best of our writers, artists, musicians, springs from this source. Regardless of social, political, religious changes, Shakespeare and Dickens, Bach and Mozart, Donne and Hugo share the same world, and it is to this world the Orthodox Christian of today must look for the formation of his soul. There are lessons we must learn from our own past before we can possibly hope to go on.  
The Fathers recommended the study of pagan art and letters as a means of training the soul. We, who have available to us the products of a Western culture founded on Christianity, not only need not fear the use of those products, but have little excuse for neglecting them. To regard everything Western as immediately suspect argues a profound insecurity, a legalism more rigid than any sect, a scholasticism more arid than any summa. We must recover the feelings and sensitivities which were once the common property of all civilised people. Those works of art, of literature, of music, which are pre-modern are of essential value for us. They can teach us, as will nothing we ourselves now produce, what nobility is, what virtue is, what honour and purity are, what sacrifice and loyalty are, what is worthy and what is not. Poetry, music, art, fiction, are not spiritual food, but are rather the milk and bread we need to strengthen ourselves to live on the meat of the spirit.  
We have almost forgotten the sight and sound and feel of the sublime. To regain it we must return to a time when the grey, gritty moral fog had not yet settled over the world: a time when men’s sight was still clear and their souls still keen. If we cannot manage the uplands of the soul we shall hardly be able to touch the peaks of the spirit. Hardened by the din and moral cacophony of our world, our hearts are cold and our consciences numb. We are little moved by pity, honour, nobility, purity, because we seldom or never see them. We are even little moved by beauty, because we hardly know what it is. Like most value-terms, “beauty” has become almost contentless, a word empty of any absolute meaning. Beauty is now whatever we like, or whatever someone tells us is beautiful. Art is whatever someone chooses to call art. There are, ostensibly, no longer any valid reasons for refusing to admit that a pile of rusty hubcaps and bent pipe is “art” in the same way that Rembrandt is “art. Artistic taste has only very recently become entirely personal. Beauty, like all other aspects of art, was once an aspect of the absolute truth, which was God. Therefore, a thing was beautiful in proportion to its faithfulness in reflecting some part of the image and truth of God. Now, having lost the concept of Truth, we no longer have a true concept of Beauty, and feed on mediocrity, on ugliness, on anti-beauty, anti-heroes, anti-art, the mockery of God and man.  
We must learn again what beauty is. We must learn what it is to be carried on the thunder of a fugue, to be. engulfed in the madness of Lear, to be consumed with the sanity of Quixote. We need to be refreshed by the health and charity of Dickens, illumined by the clarity and perception of Hugo, ballasted by the sober gravity and scathing wit of Johnson, touched by the fire of Donne, soothed by Chaucer’s flowering springtime! We must feel again that pang of homesickness, that bittersweet joy at almost touching, yet never grasping, almost hearing, yet never catching, Him whose Beauty makes art beautiful. In its truest, deepest sense, that is what art does; that is why we need it. It continually whets a thirst it cannot quench, continually reminds us of a hunger it cannot satisfy. It leads us up to the very highest reaches of human experience, and then leaves us still homesick, still longing for we know not what, and at that point the spirit is enabled to go on, to find its true home in God. A soul that is unformed, uncultivated, will neither feel the true depth and pain of its homesickness, nor know how to remedy it. In order to be thirsty enough, hungry enough to seek God diligently and uncompromisingly, we must form our souls carefully and continuously.  
And we must form the souls of our children. A child born and growing up today is even more disadvantaged than were his parents. Without careful effort and concern, his parents cannot prevent him from being crippled in soul and stunted in spirit. It is important for adults to strive for the elevation and purity of their souls; it is even more urgent to see that the idealism, the spiritual quickness, the simplicity and the single-heartedness of a child’s soul is offered the very best sustenance possible. Children who are sustained on the best in music, reading, and art will develop a genuineness of instinct, a surety of spiritual ear, which will be invaluable throughout their lives. They learn not to be fooled by cheapness, and they will never forget the images of purity, chivalry, integrity and beauty they gained from reading and listening to the very best the human heart and mind have to offer. When their souls are well formed, they will be able to withstand many of the delusions and shallow mockeries which will await them in the world.  
If we wish to serve God with all our heart and mind and soul, we must be sure that our souls are true and straight, well able to at least recognise nobility and integrity, whether or not our fleshly frailty can always manage to practice them. It is the Orthodox understanding of the needs of the soul, therefore, that demonstrates the spiritual uses of literary cultivation.  
It is from this world that the Orthodox Christian of today must look for the formation of his soul.

from ‘Epiphany’ 1990 - By the Sisters of St. Xenia’s Skete, a HOOM magazine from the time when HOOM had first discovered Fr. Seraphim Rose in 1986.

RemnantROCOR archives (RRb archives) are found in my Shared Library


 UPDATE:  http://remnantrocor.blogspot.com/2015/06/new-format.html



One person's problem choosing a church

11/26/2015 
from Joanna's note pad:

Someone said that someone said:

"I had seriously considered the GOC-K last year (2014) but the more I read the pompous and disturbing writings of this new Bishop of Etna and Portland and his cohort, Met. Chrysostomos, the more I backed away"

I do believe that someone said that.  I'm actually very familiar with this distressing observation/complaint/stumbling block – whatever you want to call it.

We in ROCA are not permitted to publicly criticize our hierarchs, which would include the hierarchs in our Sister Churches.  But conscience does not allow me to ignore the warranted distress of a convert.  So let me say this:

(please read between the lines...)

Etna is not all of the GOC-K.  Etna is not an accurate representative of the whole of the GOC-K.  Etna is Etna and Etna has been Etna for a long long time (since 1982).   Etna bishops have a voice in the GOC-K Synod, but they do not rule the Synod, and they have to answer to the Synod.  Recently an Etna edict was imposed on a priest who then appealed to the Synod, and the Synod ruled in favor of the priest.  No GOC-K bishops, including the Etna bishops, go completely unchecked.  But caution is still advisable.  If it is not possible to join the GOC-K without going directly through Etna, then do not let that prevent you from seeking membership in a Royal Path jurisdiction.  (Contact me privately for help in avoiding conflict with Etna.)

No matter where you go there will be problems.  Problems in non-Royal Path jurisdictions are likely to become debilitating and malignant.  So even with the problems, you are better off in a Royal Path jurisdiction where there is at least a fighting chance against the wiles of the demons.

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update Sept 2023:  

There is some hope that Etna will be cleansed as the right people in the GOC become involved with the seminary.  But, I see so much horror also being added, more intellectuals (even from the GOC bishops) and more of similar spirit of Bp. Auxentios (even his attempts to feign humility are so fake and horrifying)... so I don't know yet...   

The one good thing is that Bp. Auxentios does not have a clone, like Bp. Chrysostomos had a a clone...  But there are many who revere Bp. Auxentios, and if these folks come into power, then there is nothing ahead for Etna except further horror and doom for those who get sucked in.  

Check to see if Etna is still teaching a "Christian Evolution" or if they have repented and embraced the Holy Fathers as Fr. Seraphim Rose teaches in his Genesis, Creation, and Early Man
https://genesiscreationandearlyman.blogspot.com
https://app.box.com/file/538138705817?s=gkbgi6nq16q5a3y1q1mlpxxdma4b7hlj

Also ask Etna if they still think Harry Potter books have a Christian theme.
https://app.box.com/folder/131942401053?s=388gxsa386y8v1p0pqrovwpzcxqfttqg
Let me see Etna apologize for this.

I speak as an insider who partakes of the same Cup.  Etna is part of the GOC, and ROCOR is in communion with the GOC.  But our God permits these things to happen inside the Church.  All of Church history in the Lives of the Saints shows this.  The question for each of us is how do we respond? Do we go along with it?  Or do we risk being black-balled for opposing it?

~jh (the black-balled)  

 p.s.   It's ok that I'm black balled.  I'm 73 years old.  I'm nothing.  Etna can not hurt me.  But Etna could cause much grief for somebody younger, especially if they have a family, and/or if they are stuck in Etna's diocese.   So be careful.  Stay unnoticed.










January 24, 2016

Do I Need To Be Baptized?

Q: In the past some heterodox have been accepted into the church via "economy" and Chrismation. This was done many times in the past long before modernism.  When is this acceptable and when not?  It's a difficult concept for me to grasp....seems it was up to the bishop.

A:  It still is up to the bishop.  Although, the bishop might give the decision to the priest.  Choose your bishop carefully.  Choosing your Bishop is more important than choosing your parish.

Baptism is the one sacrament that is possible outside the Church.  Even a layman can baptize [in an emergency].  

About 30 years ago ROCOR decided that EVERY convert would be baptized regardless.  That decision was made because of the many crazy things that are out there in the contemporary world - and our Synod deemed that rather than risk it, to be on the safe side, everyone would be baptized.  That policy remains in effect.

Q:  But Fr. Seraphim Rose was accepted by Chrismation.

Yes, he was the one of the last ones.  And his entry into the Church was supervised by St. John S&SF. Soon after this, St. John reposed.  The Russian synod resolved that since we have no clairvoyant elders in our times to tell us who needs baptism and who does not, that we would henceforth baptize everyone to be on the safe side.

True story:
Maybe 30 years ago, before things got as bad as they are now:  An OCA priest told me the story of when he was co-serving at another parish where there was a visiting monk from Mt. Athos who was blind and was held in high regard by many.  
At the end of the liturgy the faithful lined up to kiss the cross and get the priest's blessing, and also to get a blessing from the blind monk.  My priest was standing there with the monk and the parish priest.  A certain woman was in the line who came up and took her blessings and went on as the others.  
After the woman had passed the monk turned to the parish priest and asked, "Who is that woman?"  The parish priest answered that she is a Roman Catholic convert brought into the Church by chrismation.  The monk paused, then said, "She is still Roman."   
Nobody said anything further to each other or to the woman.  But several weeks later the woman came to the parish priest and asked to be baptized.

Another case:
About 20 years ago:  There was another priest [OCA] in southern USA whose wife was dying of cancer and she asked to be baptized.  He did baptize her and got punished severely by his bishop for doing it.  He ended up having to leave the OCA and take refuge in ROCOR.

Another case:
In ROCOR, a man I met more recently [year 2004] was being told by his mother-in-law that he was not brought into the Church acceptably, since he was brought in my chrismation alone..  He wanted to be baptized, but our priest would not baptize him because the man had already been receiving the sacraments.  This issue caused him great agony.   

So, you see, it is possible in the future to regret being brought into the Church by chrismation alone.   But nobody ever is questioned if they are brought in the Church by baptism and chrismation, (except if the Church that brought them in is somehow bogus, then it could be questioned).

Halloween is a Pagan Feast NEEDS UPDATE

For the update:  find article about Laurus' enthronement Oct 31, Jordanville RRb archives in Shared Library, supernatural vandalism of José's grave.
Akathist and service to St. John Kronstadt


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"the gods of the pagans are demons" ICor. 10:20, Dt. 32:17, Ps. 106:37


Orthodox don't participate in halloween activities


Orthodox halloween survival kit:
à life of Jose Mu̱os
√ about the Iveron icon
√ Akathist hymn [words]
√ Akathist hymn [melody]


The above links are just one way to survive halloween.  When we were at Fr. Gregory's, halloween passed unnoticed.  It is a Church feast day, and St. John of Kronstadt is the patron saint of the SJKP press.  We spent the evening at Vigil, and nobody gave a thought to what might be happening in town.

But Orthodox living on a cul-de-sac in a suburban neighborhood might not have it so easy.   I found myself [alone] in that situation one year.  I put the car in the garage, removed my pumpkins-gourds-mums decoration off the porch, locked up, turned off all the lights, pretended not to be home, and waited for the evil hours to pass.  It was kinda' fun, actually, but it is was not enough.

When we love somebody it hurts us to see them ignored or ridiculed.  It causes us to want to somehow make it up to them somehow.  Hiding in a dark house for an evening does not satisfy this pain of heart.  I wanted to make it up to God, somehow, however small, that He was being ignored and mocked by the creatures He loves most.  This is where the akathists come in.  While the unbelievers and ignorant are honoring the demons [even if they do so unawares], we can honor the saints.  

The children should enjoy pretending "nobody's home" and "hiding" safely with Mom & Dad in a darkened room with a candle burning before an icon or a cross, and having a life of a saint read to them.  Jose Muños' life is full of mystery: he was a secret monk who is the victim of an unsolved murder, just a few years ago. 

Do not think that halloween is a harmless celebration, "just a way to dress up and get candy," as an Episcopal priest once said to me.  I had this argument with a young man [now a monk in RocorMP] in 1999.  He didn't want to listen to me, but God showed him, in the grocery store in a check out line that was moving too slowly.   While waiting in line, the future monk picked up a Farmer's Almanac and thumbed through it .

He saw an article where the Almanac had taken a survey to see if Americans would like the idea of celebrating halloween on the Saturday nearest the 31st, rather than when the 31st falls on some day during the week.  The strong protests to this idea from the witches and satan worshippers – not to mess with their special day – was unexpected by the editors of the Almanac and by the future monk.  He then ceased his arguing with me about it.

Personally I have my own sadness over this day.  The witch who murdered my husband's first wife brags that she was initiated into her mother's coven on a halloween night, at age 12 [or 13?], outdoors, under a full moon, in the nude, by Aleister Crowley himself.   This was around 1967 in Alabama.  This witch, [highly accomplished – not a wiccan burning herbs] put many spells on my husband which either caused or contributed to his death.

Interesting piece on Aleister Crowley
http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/False%20Religions/Wicca%20&%20Witchcraft/aleister_crowley.htm

Another saint for this day is St. Varus.  He is known for his prayers for the dead.

And, of course, we have St. John of Kronstadt.  I'm not that fond of his akathist which seems to be written for only Russians, but the canon in his matins service is nice.  It is available from SJKP  .  And readings from his book, My Life in Christ can be selected to suit the individuals at your gathering, this book also available by SJKP.

St. John of Kronstadt: Life, Service & Akathist Hymn
trans. Isaac Lambertsen
A "flagship" publication of the press, the Life of St. John here presented is designed for simplicity and ease of comprehension (though by no means a children's book!). The liturgical service and akathist hymn in his honor accompany the life. Thus under one cover are found both understanding and prayer, for those who wish to honor the blessed Father. This edition is especially well suited for giving to others some understanding of one who is rightly understood to have a special concern for the life of the Church not only in his native Russia, but in our native land as well -- he at one time felt called to the American mission, but the Church needed him worse at home.
Item# 2003. (DC: X) Paperbound. $5.00.
My Life in Christ
St. John of Kronstadt
Certainly one of the great spiritual classics. The fruit of years of spiritual struggle and pastoral ministry amongst the poor and downtrodden of a harbor town, St. John's diary speaks eloquently of every dimension of the spiritual life.
Item# 2428. (DC: R) Hardbound. $35.00
Item# 2429. (DC: R) Perfect-bound. $25.00